THE STORY
Friday, April 13, 2007
Sometimes I dont recongnise my own face
I look inside my eyes and find disgrace
My little white lie tells a story
I see it all, it has no glory
I tot I found love but now I wonder if it is a disgrace
(to feel that 'Love' for you or
is it a white lie that I push myself to believe)
I wonder if it is right to be glorious
To put my pride before my 'love' for you
Now I wonder if it is really in me
To save my ego and set you free
But my soul says,
Thats how things were meant to be

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Its not like me but I'm satisfied with myself
To be able to put my Pride before my Emotion
To stand strong when its time to cry
To feel numb when its time to sob
As History have taught me
When One do something that involves One's Pride
It is for One's "Honour and Glory"
To feel loved has never been part of the story
Well may be not now
Ainnie J re-living Friday, April 13, 2007