THE STORY
Friday, October 29, 2004

No mercy for what we are doing
No thought to even what we have done
We don't need to feel the sorrow
No remorse for the helpless one War without end
No remorse
No repent
We don't care what it meant
Another day Another death
Another sorrow
Blood feeds the war machine as it eats its way across the land
We don't need the feel the sorrow
No remorse is the one command War without end
No remorse
No repent
We don't care what it meant
Only the strong survive
No one to save the weaker race
We are ready to kill all comers
Like a loaded gun right at your face
War without end
No remorse
No repent
Attack Bullets are flying
People are dying with madness surrounding all hell's breaking loose
Soldiers are hounding
Bodies are mounting cannons are shouting to take their abuse
With war machines going
Blood starts to flowing
No mercy given to anyone hear
The furious fighting Swords are like lighting
It all becomes frightening to you
Know death is near
No remorse

Ainnie J re-living Friday, October 29, 2004

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

MY DEAR DAD = FIRST CLASS PAIN IN THE ASS


Ainnie J re-living Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Friday, October 22, 2004

Ahakzz...kalau berbuat baik balasannyer pon baik..ahakzz biase ar guess wat i get frm my dear apeape..ahahhh wat more den chocolate...ahhhhhh sedap...chocolate mahal lak tu...hmmmm dap dap!!






Ainnie J re-living Friday, October 22, 2004


Well its a small gift..didn't have enuf cash at that time so i got him this..ahakzz juz praying that his niecess n nephews..wont claim that the Tiger is their's...aniway at the same time those kids wld b like "What the hell pakman is doing wit baby toys..." n iM mother wld go like..."Gatal eh korang dua2 nie...?!" haha...usual reaction of iM's family....






Ainnie J re-living Friday, October 22, 2004

Thursday, October 21, 2004

ooohh gosh...i dun knw if anione have ever done this b4..but guess wat i really cried while watchin the malay news..its sound silly...but i really did...i dun y i am soo sensitive..i wld start cryin if there is news abt dyin n killing...it will remind me like the movie Pearl harbour..ohh dear...ever since then the lyrics of this song..has put me deep in tots.. it goes like this
"what's wrong with the world mama?people livin like they ain't got no mamas...i think the whole world's addicted to the drama,only attracted to things that'll bring the trauma"..the other one is "if love and peace are so strong,why are there pieces of love that don't belong?nations dropping bombs"...think abt it guys...it really breaks my heart esp the news abt a 13 yrs old gurl being shot more then 20 times...they found 2o over bullets in her body...wtf?!?! may she rest in peace n to whoever who shot her...may they burn n rot in hell...


Ainnie J re-living Thursday, October 21, 2004


Imran (for imran if he is reading this) plz dont get shock seeing all this lovie dovie stuff..its for you..as in only you..i knw u dun like it..ahakzz..i dont knw y...i juz tot of being n acting sweet on 18th mths..being together...yar i knw its like yucks... hey i am tryin to b a good gf here...ooohh gosh someone plz hear me out on that..n oohhhh damn i am still mad wit u(im) on the 20th oct...damn u were bitchy im..i cant i believe u didnt put me to consideration..u juz said.."kiter boleh kluar hari lain kan"ooohh ogsh i feel like kickin your head hard against the toilet wall...argghhh its okay..me being the good gf that i intend to b will juz shut the hell up

Ainnie J re-living Thursday, October 21, 2004


Is This Love I wanna love you and treat you right
I wanna love you every day and every night
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads
We'll share the shelter of my single bed

We'll share the same room, Jah provide the bread
Is this love, is this love
Is this love, is this love that I'm feelin'?

(Repeat)
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know now
I got to know, got to know, got to know now
I, I'm willing and able
So I throw my cards on your table
I wanna love you
I wanna love and treat you right
I wanna love you every day and every night
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads
We'll share the shelter of my single bed
We'll share the same room, oh, Jah provide the bread
Is this love, is this love,
Is this love, is this love that I'm feelin?
(Repeat)
Oh, yes I know, yes I know, yes I know now.
(Repeat)
I, I'm willing and able
So I throw my cards on your table
See, I wanna love you
I wanna love and treat you right, love and treat you right
I wanna love you every day and every night
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads
We'll share the shelter of my single bed
We'll share the same room, Jah provide the bread
We'll share the shelter of my single bed.




Ainnie J re-living Thursday, October 21, 2004

Monday, October 18, 2004

Imran i have spent the last 2hrs gettin figuring how this thing function ..lets pray it will b done by thursday...n pray that u wld actually like it

Ainnie J re-living Monday, October 18, 2004


Don't want to close my eyesI don't want to fall asleep'Cause I'd miss you, baby, and I

don't want to miss a thing. 'Cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream would

never doI'd still miss you baby, and I don't want to miss a thing.

- - - Aerosmith "Don't want to miss a thing"


Ainnie J re-living Monday, October 18, 2004


Dedicated to Dear Imran
If I can't be with you I would rather have a different face
And if I can't be near you I would rather be adrift in space
And if the gods desert us I would burn this chapel into flames
And if someone tries to hurt you I would put myself in your place

Ainnie J re-living Monday, October 18, 2004

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

There Nothing more I can ask for..
Your kiss yr smile
Your attention
Oh God Your love is DRiving me nuts

Ainnie J re-living Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Saturday, October 02, 2004

I have always fear of growing old all alone
Being all alone..Staying up all by myself..
So i though i Have u...
I thought U were the one i am growing old with
stayin up all night making love with
Walkin side by side thru ups n downs of this life..
But I was wrong
How am i suppose to know i wasnt the one for u
You said nothing..nothing at all
You wld rather keep to yourself..
So tonite when clock strike 12..i will b back to where i belong
Reality
Facing the fact that I am simply not the one for you

Thats is reality
Simply not the one for you



Ainnie J re-living Saturday, October 02, 2004


Confused and scattered,
I'm neither here nor there,
my mind wanders,
yet nothing i feel.
I hide myself from you,
protect myself,
not wanting to feel the pain again,
I've built a blockade.
Bricks and concrete,
Steel and bolts,
yet i lack the support needed,
I could soon tumble.
Its an image i portray,
a false security,
I do not need you, yet i may,
Please help me open up.
Tear these walls down,
wash the foundation away,
join me in this place,
Ill let u in if you try.
You seem so far,
so distant from here,
I open my mouth to call your name,
nothing but breath escapes.
I dont quite understand,
then again im not trying,
scattered and confused,
i'm neither there nor here.

Ainnie J re-living Saturday, October 02, 2004

THE ONE THAT IS TELLING

Ainnie Joe
TenagaVille,
Singapore
Legally 18
Temasek Poly

Either absolutely fabulous or utterly trashy.
Either fiercely courageous or just plain bitchy.
Either you will love me or hate me.
Either I'll be your ultimate bestfriend or your worst nightmare.


....and with all that i've done wrong, i must have done something right.

CRONIES

|Abaish| |DD| |Geraldine| |Fana| |Hammie| |Hudsie| |Iza| |Izyan| |Jimmy| |Jumaiyah| |Li Ting| |Marian| |Mia| |Nurul| |Supi| |TPiranhas| |Zana| |Zie/Naz|

BITCH-IT

Better be good.

WHAT I HAVE TOLD

October 2004

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