THE STORY
Monday, December 27, 2004
well this few days all i have to say is abt imran..imran..imran..aargghh..well i think pple shud give him a new name...mat "tak tahu"..everytime kalau gaduh..die aje yg tak nak kalah..aku aje yg ckp sorie..biase la lelaki..EGO la ape lagi..pak kal aje aku masih sanggup..kalau tak...satu kali nyer swing pon cantek jugak..so what if he is a rugby player..nie hal org gaduh matahir la..abeh nanti kalau tgh gaduh eh bile org soal.."ain i tak tahu..mcm maner i tau sey..kauuu i ckp i tak tahu kan..ain u paham tak..tak tahu..org tak tahu la..da berape kali org ckp....."nanti last2.."eh pompuan tak reti bahase ke"..eleh mcm la die reti sangat bahase melayu semua main hentam tak tahu...hhmmm banyak mkn tahu la die tu..satu kali nyer swing..at least aku tahu la yg dia lagi kuat dari aku..okay la kalau die banayk nyer kuat...aku suruh abg long duduk kan baru tahu..terkluar taik nanti..hilang semua muscle..hahaha..abeh tadi aku ckp pon buat dek..tapi maser tgk wayang baik pulak nak bayar kan..abeh kat dlm movie baik pulak ngan aku..eee tak paham betol la sie mat tak tahu nie..aku raser kepale die da biol ar ken tackle banyak sangat..tapi aku lagi biol da mkn hati masih jugak nak pat die nie..argghh aku da biol..aku raser sebab tu dulu dorang panggil aku belo eh maser pri sch.dasar belo..aku raser sebab tu aku tersangkot pat die..dasar same-same biol..hahhaha..biar la ape nak jadi..jadi..janji aku ngan imran ON..sampai bile2..insyakallah..wa sudah lup sama lu la mat tak tahu..wa caya sama lu babe!
Saturday, December 25, 2004
fucking shit...imran called me pest...he said i wasn t invited..he didnt even like his brother comin over..he is so ungreatful 2 have a brother like taufik..he dun understand pple like me who grow up logging for a brother's love..he was mad coz we went 2 c his trial..ouh god he such an ungreatful ass...i am over here battling 2 secure his place in my heart after the farris incident..n he called me an outsider...over n the trial..i went there 2 c him 4 heaven's sake...we meet juz a few hours after i came back...its such a mistake 2 come home early...this guy is such a pain in the ass rite now...y cant he juz c how much pple ard him care n love him...such an ungreatfull person! when is he ever gonna open his eyes n b thankful...?!
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Pagi2 (as in 1 or 2 am) da bebual ngan farris...lagi2 psl love2..mampos imran maki aku..but relaks...i am not cheating on him or sumthing..juz a confession..this is my confession..lalala..but today walaupon farris is the start of the day..imran is the rest of the day...may b my life cld b like that 2...the start wit farris the rest wit imran..well i nvr knw..i cant imagine endin up with big tummy wit imran's kid inside..wow thats 2 soon 2 say...eeww big tummy 2 gross 2 say rite now...even sex is gross 2 me now..wat more havin babies..eeww eeww eeww..well today i onli have few hours of sleep den bangun awal2 kemas2 all this shit..den call taufik..imran's brother..as in real blood brother..who look nothing like him...we plan 2 go to imran's national trial..wow.. imran said not 2 cum but wat the fuck..we went..i am so not gonna miss the fuckin trial...this could b imran furture..esp his career..wow..i meet up with taufik..well taufik is sumone u can talk 2..like real talkin..he so brotherly towards imran..i am so jealous..how cum i dun have a brother like taufik..we spend of the time watchin imran's trial match..imran keep on being switch..n another half of the time taufik n i spend talkin..talkin abt life..abt imran..i asked taufik 4 advice(well he is 24 can b reliable)..views..abt evrything i feel like askin including imran as he knws imran well..he stay under the same roof for heaven's sake..i told him that i am doubting imran..i am not sure abt the faith n destiny of our relationship..askin 4 his point of views..he advice 2 me is not 2 question every single thing tat is happening coz i will den start 2 doubt imran..well i think its true..i cant question all the time y is imran behaving like this n like tat..or watever way it is..so i think theres no more dilemma..even though farris is special n think highly of me n all this shit..i have 2 follow my heart...n it says even though imran behaves like an asshole towards me most of time..well thats the guy tat brought smile 2 me...gimme extra reason 2 cum 2 school..n evethough he dun really hav time 4 m..but i have 2 live wit it..coz thats wat my instinct says..its okay...later imran will b alright..well juz pray he dun end up like abg naz sudah..n his faith in imran..he got potential..after all i am his number ONE fan...even he make thru the trial or not.. i think for now i made my decision..2 stick wit imran..he is a great guy eventhough he is an idiot half of the time..blur2 tak ambek kisah....haha..i think 4 the time being this is the rite choice..
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Well today seems to b the most honest day of my life.. the day started with farris's confession..well i asked him 2 download the song "if there's any justice" n the lyrics go on by if there justice..i will b your man..u will b my gurl..he said are u tryin 2 refer 2 us..i was like utterly shock tak tepikir lak...well i knw he made mistake he changed 4 the betta n he wants me back..he cant stop thinking as if i am st mary the virgin..as if i am the whole reason for his changes..well i dun think so..he told frankly abt his feelings n how much he still fancy me..to my utmost shock...he think that i am special..well he is the special 2 me..but theres diff btw him n imran..major..farris is type mature..act maturely..study n stuff..n if he is dating any1 its diff frm imran..hey i knw..i have went on date with the both of them..farris is the type romantic tell u how special u are..how he will b very careful with his words..well imran is the laid back down to earth..no worries..go by the flow..so which one do i prefer...which one??? ouh god i just got my self into antoher mess...help me god
Saturday, December 18, 2004
okay saturday was like a total fun day coz i get to meet imran n my family at the same day argghh..i get the cuddle that i have been logging for a month..juz think okay?! i nvr been separted frm imran for such a long time..n finally get 2 him..its like thank god..then my family..man no one can ever think how great i feel that day..den i get 2 c dina...man she look like mira...n behaves like mak..wat a combo..get 2 c almost all my family pretty faces..n i realise how much i misses them..like every single one of them....i get 2 c wat my cuz are up 2..wat are my aunts lates addiction..eg..cik lala willb plucking her eyebrows..its damn tipis..but she always look hot 2 me..well imran also think that she is hot..man everyone shud c his face when she first saw cik lala at my school maser ambek hair stuff 4 sharmin's graduation..n thats was sum where in 2003..nina told me imran was like.."is she a mother of 3 or wat?!"..thats funny..n ibu latest addiction hhmm i think willb readin blog...haha well i am glad that nur n yass...still goin strong...n abg naz..well he is still same old freakin him..argh when is he ever gonna change for the better..i knw i am a nobody 2 say this but..how i ever wish 2 shout him into his face n say..get a life u little bastard..start earning yr own bucks..dun give yr sickness as a reason 2 cover up yr laziness...get a perment job for heaven sake..u're 25..n u are makin nothing out of yr fake vagoue look...plus stop wastin yr (oops yr mom) freakin money on something u dun really need start saving your own money n stop using yr mom's n go marry off that rich tall gurlfren of yrs if not u are gonna b such a loser...plz abg naz 4 heaven sake 4 yr mom sake..4 our family sake..ouh allah plz help him
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
London Bridge is falling down, Falling down, Falling down.
London Bridge is falling down,My fair lady.
Take a key and lock her up,Lock her up, Lock her up.
Take a key and lock her up,My fair lady.
How will we build it up,Build it up, Build it up?
How will we build it up,My fair lady?
Build it up with silver and gold,Silver and gold, Silver and gold.
Build it up with silver and gold,My fair lady.
Gold and silver I have none,I have none, I have none.
Gold and silver I have none,My fair lady.
Build it up with needles and pins,Needles and pins, Needles and pins.
Build it up with needles and pins,My fair lady.
Pins and needles bend and break,Bend and break, Bend and break.
Pins and needles bend and break,My fair lady.
Build it up with wood and clay,Wood and clay, Wood and clay.
Build it up with wood and clay,My fair lady.
Wood and clay will wash away,Wash away, Wash away.
Wood and clay will wash away,My fair lady.
Build it up with stone so strong,Stone so strong, Stone so strong.
Build it up with stone so strong,My fair lady.
Stone so strong will last so long,Last so long, Last so long.
Stone so strong will last so long, My fair lady.
London Bridge is falling down,My fair lady.
Take a key and lock her up,Lock her up, Lock her up.
Take a key and lock her up,My fair lady.
How will we build it up,Build it up, Build it up?
How will we build it up,My fair lady?
Build it up with silver and gold,Silver and gold, Silver and gold.
Build it up with silver and gold,My fair lady.
Gold and silver I have none,I have none, I have none.
Gold and silver I have none,My fair lady.
Build it up with needles and pins,Needles and pins, Needles and pins.
Build it up with needles and pins,My fair lady.
Pins and needles bend and break,Bend and break, Bend and break.
Pins and needles bend and break,My fair lady.
Build it up with wood and clay,Wood and clay, Wood and clay.
Build it up with wood and clay,My fair lady.
Wood and clay will wash away,Wash away, Wash away.
Wood and clay will wash away,My fair lady.
Build it up with stone so strong,Stone so strong, Stone so strong.
Build it up with stone so strong,My fair lady.
Stone so strong will last so long,Last so long, Last so long.
Stone so strong will last so long, My fair lady.
