THE STORY
Saturday, January 22, 2005
what happen imran..u seems to move on ez..
Never Be Replaced
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes i do
I 'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all
[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Ainnie J re-living Saturday, January 22, 2005
Sunday, January 16, 2005
sch started..the last thing that can i ask for when i am enjoying my holiday...school really sucks.."O"levels..cant wait to get done n over with..bringing damage to my fucking brain which is size of a pea...sitting arragement has been changed..imran is no longer sitting beside me well behind me..yar i am okay with that..but what i am not okay wit is...he is so quite...its eating me up..well his grandmother juz passed away..his handicapped uncle is stayin with him..i think he is saffocating in his own home..as overcrowding is occouring in his house n he doesnt seem happy with it..i think he juz need his own space to b alone..kinda pitty him..everything seems to b stressing him up even me..i bought him ticket to the final of the tiger cup..n he is stress up coz he promise to go wit taufik n his other elder brother..den he is so stress up bcoz no he is not goin wit me..den he told me to sell of the ticket..no way man..he got mad coz i said i am goin alone..dun get him..is he caring or juz depriving me of my own freedom..aint sure..we barely even talk..sometime..not even a sentance in sch..its either he is all stress up or..he is juz wanting to get rid of me..well i dont knw..so this whole "together" thing is sord of turning sour n sour...
Ainnie J re-living Sunday, January 16, 2005
Thursday, January 06, 2005
its weird when i sit beside someone for long hours..not talking..n the other person is juz actin indifferent..it will b more weird..when u already sord of share your life with that person...its seems like as if there is this unseen wall blocking each party's view...n wit the present of the unseen wall..the gap tend to grow..it eats me..but its not within my power to mend everything that is broken..may b to a certain extend yar..but its harder when u are clapping with one hand to fix things up.. seeing the problem is not enough to make you realise..then i wonder what more do you want to see..sufferings?heartbreaking? feeling being hurt? is it to that extend then u will get up on your feet...why is it so hard for pple to treasure their relantionship..why must they say words when they dont mean it...what if tomorrow never comes for one of you or may b both of you..how are you goin to take those words back? aren't u gonna feel guilty abt it...why in the first place you didnt pluck up the courage to bulldoze the unseen wall...is it 2 diffucuilt or is it to much of a pride?
Ainnie J re-living Thursday, January 06, 2005
Sunday, January 02, 2005
when i was younger..i love january..its a new start to everything..last time i can't wait to grow up..but now...how i wish time could stop..i dont want to be an adult..yar so what if i cant watch ra movies...i just wanna stay the way i am..i cant imagine myself goin to work..making my own money..buying my own house..its like 2 soon..i juz wanna stay in sch..being feed by my parents..n all this shit..i dont seems to knw why..but the fact of being an adult is scaring me..then when i grow older my parents 2..eeww..dun like it..then imran will to..n he will b bz wit work n all this shit..he wont have time for me..like he usually does..in class..go out after school..well even now he seems bz with his "boy" activity..n he leaving me alone all the time..what more if we are adult..may b we will barely see each other..man..i hate growing up..i dont want to b an adult..i think my wish for 2005 wld b...hopefully god will make the time go much slower then it usually does..
Ainnie J re-living Sunday, January 02, 2005