THE STORY
Friday, May 13, 2005
Mungkin Benar Melayu Itu Mudah LupaHari ini ujian lisan telah diadakan, seperti biasa aku tidak tahu persediaan awal apa yang harus aku lakukan..aku takut jika lidahku keluh untuk berbicara dan mindaku pulah enggan berfungsi seperti normal..semasa menanti giliran, kami di suruh duduk di luar kelas seperti bagaimana seorang pesakit menunggu gilirannya untuk bertemu dengan doktor di klinik..semasa penantian itu aku berasa serbah-salah kerana aku tidak seperti murid kelas A (kelas cikgu salma la tu!) yang lain..seperti Syarfah dan Shamira yang duduk bersebelahan dgn ku..mereka sibuk memerah otak tentang topik-topik yang bakal disoal..namun aku..aku hanya duduk diam, tidak satu pun daripd cell otak ku yg berfungsi..giliranku pun tiba..aku menghayun kaki dgn pantas..namun di dalam hati..apa nak jadi, jadilah..setelah membaca petikan karangan..aku ditanya beberap soalan..namun hanya satu soalan sahaja yg masih berlegar-legar di mindaku.. soalannya adalah.."apakah pendapat kamu tentang org melayu yg berkata 'oh saya tak pandai bercakap melayu' dan merasakan bahawa bahasa melayu itu seperti bahasa kelas 2"..mujurlah otak ku berfungsi disaat yg genting itu..aku dgn pantas menyatakan pendirianku.. namun setelah memikir kembali aku rasa aku telah menjadi agak emosi semasa menjawab soalan itu...aku menjawab.."pada pendapat saya..bahasa menunjukkan bangsa..jika bahasa tidak diperhalusi atau sekurang-kurangnya dijugakan..apa yang tinggal pada bangsa itu..bahasa itu adalah identiti sesebuah bangsa..seperti kita org melayu jika kita tidak tahu akan bahasa kita sendiri..apa gunanya menggelar diri sebagai orang melayu..bagi org melayu yg merasakan bahawa bahasa melayu ini adalah bahasa kelas 2..tidak kah mereka menyedari bahawa bahasa nasional kita adalah bahasa melayu..saya sebagai seorg melayu yg cinta pada bahasa..berasa sedih dan malu dgn sikap org melayu "moden" ini...saya sama sekali tidak setuju apabila dikatakan bahsa melayu itu bahasa untuk kelas 2..saya rasa tanggapan itu adalah sama skali tidak wajar dan tidak berasas..itu hanyalah tanggapan segelintir org2 melayu yg mungkin telah mempraktikan cara hidup yg terlalu kebarat-baratan...."namun soalan yg timbul dlm kotak fikiranku adalah, benarkah wujud org melayu yg berfikiran sedemikian..jika benar..ish aku benar2 merasa malu..mereka seakan-akan melupakan adat dan resam org kita..dan yg paling dahsyat skali diakhir-akhirnya mereka akan menyalahkan "kemodenan"..jika keadaan seperti ini kian berterusan..tak bermakna lagi la kekata Hang Tuah..takkan melayu hilang di dunia..jika hang tuah hidup pada hari ini mungkin aku ingin memberitahunya bahawa orang melayu kini telah pupus ditelan dek kemodenan..dan melayu itu hanya tinggal pada nama..mungkin benar kata Dr. M bahawa melayu itu mudah lupa..haha ha
Ainnie J re-living Friday, May 13, 2005
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Gosh I hate today...
I didnt have the feeling like everyone else..
after both papers today..
everyone was like practically jumping for joy coz
the papers were god damn ez..
n I?
I screwed both papers...
BOTH...
I didnt even complete my summary
plus I got all the words for vocab wrong..
all of them...!!!! gosh...thats so sucky..
besides that, I didnt have a proper time management for lit essay...I den end up doing my prose the last 15 mins of the paper..n Hanifah infront of me..gosh the last 15mins of the paper..she slept...n I am like gosh...she's done..?!?!?!
n i am not even half way thru..
so i screw both papers..
so what does make me..screwer..
nah may b I am just born a screw driver...
ouh gosh..
I think I am going to die a terrible death for both papers..
aittee
Ainnie J re-living Thursday, May 12, 2005
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
"Life is a drama..." life is not a drama.. Drama have become reality.. Reality have become drama.. hhmm this getting confusing.. Well it's vice-versa in some way or another.. Well I think I don't need to travel all the way to U.K or States to find something "happening" to happen..Bedok inter-change is far enough for the time being.. Well I witness for myself..okay this is what happen
As I alight at bdeok inter..I saw..BUTT OF THE CENTURY..shamira n I saw it..we saw BARE Naked BUTT..well not only us..other member of the public too..what happen was this mentally unstable woman pee in the middle of the pathway.. she simply pull down her pants squad down n pee..goshh.. then sham n I just stare at her dumbfounded n so were other people.. We were abt 5 meters frm her back..thank god her urine go the other way.. not towards us.. okay then she just stood up n we saw hear bare naked butt.. gosh that means pple infornt of her must b seeing her v..ewww..she then stood up n walked away as if its no body business n walk into the hawker center..me n sham then cancel our plan to buy cream puff coz we wanted puke..like who wont
We then bump into naj n her friend.. They wanted to buy bubble tea n so was sham..as we were abt to buy it..hariz, naj's ex was in front of us.. den I ask naj..u guys came here together..naj was like..hell NO.. he was with a bunch of sec 1 girls..den I asked naj..what's up with him n the girls..she replied..ouh don't u knw..the abg angkat n adek angkat scheme..ok yeah..he was kinda cloz with those girls..den he walk off with those girls.. after buying the drinks me naj n sham walk towards bedok inter..n gosh we bump into hariz's gf..we were like.. I think she don't knw that her bf is ard the corner..wow this so drama man.. we just walk off..then I also found out abt stuff abt the both of them that I don't wanna knw..seriously..gosh when I first heard abt the ex mrs trump I tot she's weird..but then come to realize abt the sec 5 girls (no offence) they are just as bizarre as she is.. older girls goin for younger guys. .well its no longer bizarre.. I think its gonna b tradition 2 sum day..haha
I don't mean to be mean to this guy ar..but it shock the hell of me.. this sec 4nt guy in our sch..kind fat ar..like really fat..den I tot he was with his sis ar.. as me naj n sham walk pass them I was the first to realize they were about to smooch in the inter-change n to make the matter worse..i was soo shocked that I sord of shouted out OH! MY GOD..NO!..they then stooped watever they were doin..she is sooo thin n she abt to smooch with this fat guy.. okay that wasn't bad at all coz may b opp attracts..but what shock all of us was..her uniform she is wearing is a
"BEDOK GREEN PRIMARY SCHOOL" uniform
sham walked towards her house as me n naj queued for bus 60..den I come to realize the woman who pee is actually in front..drinking some water.. sitting on the floor..n thank god she didn't pee again..well at least not in front of me..
Before more scene of unwanted live drama happen I headed home..
Ainnie J re-living Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Dedicated to Soil man, Popik & BridgetNazri aka Soilman..thanks for the wonderful belated bday gift..n thanks for helpin me alot in my studies esp..may god bless u..n yr marriage..n may u hav tons of kids one day..haha n to Taufik aka Popik..haha thanks..u are hav been such nice ass...plus hopefully u will stay the way u are dont need to even lose a kg..coz it will suits when we call u POPIK..u are just nicely plump..not fat..Kak Watie aka Bridgetto genuine independent woman i ever come acrossthanks for yr support...plus yr ideology of "doesnt mean they are married they happy"i will remember that for life.. thanks once again
Ainnie J re-living Sunday, May 01, 2005