THE STORY
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
the whole week is tiring as how i have imagine..homework test a whole lot of shitty work...i have to say i am soo sorry to farris..man i really have to be honest..i dont have time to take time off to think abt us gettin back together..the break-up with imran i think has done enough damage to me n is able to put me out of relantionship for some gd numbers of years..unless if u are a family i guess the u are my proirity
well as for imran haha i finally manage to control myself..now i **think** i am able to talk to him without any hidden scarcasm like udang sebalik batu kinda thing but then if i were so say something like tt also..mcm die paham..but today i guess i was pretty noti i simply cannot look at imran..the temptation was soo god damn strong..haha the temptation to pitch n cubit2 his butt n cheeks..which used to b mine..den suck out his tongue i mean just kiss him la..haha..eeww tts gross..cant imagine me doin tt ever again..well tt use to be sord of our fornight activity (cetrtain time will b weekly)..haha ew ew ew i sooo did not just say those shit
by the way he is married, so ya...not fun to talk abt a married man coz i most proab he already lose his virginty to his newly wed wife whom he meet in friendster (claim by his friends) while he was still together wit me hahaha....whatever.. gosh i was naive to think tt a guy who just turn 16 can actually b loyal n dedicated 2 some stupid serious relationship..tts so bullshit man..haha
well as long as they are happy i cldnt care less...gd 4 ya mohammad i am happy for ya..okay i hope tt sounds convincin enough naj...
erm by the way speakin abt gf or wife..it kinda reminds me of Baim..i hope tt girl he is after kinda get the pic staright tt he wants her...badly i guess haha..GD LUCK BAIM..gd for them..speaking abt couples n pple gettin together..it kinda remind me of this story adilah told me abt this particular gal who get hooked with a few guys...woah..rabak..haha..i wonder what is she thinkin man..well even though i noti2 with imran all but at that point he is already my bf..n theres trust n some responsiblity of our action..but then this gal..she dont even knw these guys n she can happily let them even to touch her all over..woah terror man..her looks really deceive me n adilah i hope u are alrite n patient enough to put up with her..best of luck girlfriend! love ya
by the way i am so not impress by nazri's story abt not gettin me the Aust Girlfriend magazine when he was in australia for the whole week..but i "promise" him to buy his story so ya... wait till i pancet ya mazda6 car wheels bluek...
naj h kel (lovebirds or i shall say lovedawgss of the month) thanks for that wonderful evening u guys rocks man..by the way kel, iM is so out of the picture so is baim
....busy enjoyin life....
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
...2003...
2005..she's back..she's finally back
no one knows what it feels like..gosh it feels great
i grew up with her man...
i finally manage to get thru the her
after 2-3 yrs..we "lost contact"..
now i manage to get thru her..
n by doin so i hav to push aside,
push aside these bunch of girls whom think
they are betta then me just bcoz
they were there by her side all the time,
wear the same uniform as she does..wtf
i dont care abt them..i care abt her
i love her...she's like a sister to me
our father came frm the same womb
i dont care if her "sistas" diss me or whatever shit
the fact remains tt i am her family
n that in her blood there's mine too
n theres no bloody thing "sistalup" can do abt it..
they cant take her away completely frm me
she's a family
no argument no dissin can change tt fact that we are family
a tie tt cant b broken
no matter how much they bloody diss me or "pull" her away
it wont break the bloody bond n ties nurul n i have
coz she is family
love ya nurul dont wanna freakin lose u again
Fuck 'dem bithches fuck 'dem all..Whatever
Sunday, July 17, 2005
sememangnya ada apa si sama cinta..gue sama skali enggak ngerti sama pengabadiannya.. ngapa in semua org buru2 cari in cinta..sampai ngejari sana sini segala..iya si yg ada sampai sanggup mati atas namanya cinta..tapi pada dasarnya mereka itu tahu atau enggak apa itu cinta..emangnya ada apa sih sama cinta...sampai sanggup mati2 segala....gila bangat sih! atau aku ini yg bengok amat..emang nya uda 16 tapi ngak ngerti..jika dilihat ada anak2 sekola ya usianya hanya 13 uda bisa ngata i love u..ya aku juka pernah sih..tapi sekarang bila aku nyedarin..aku bikin tanya diriku sendiri..emangnya itu cinta atau obsesi kepd seseorg....waduh gue pusing banget si mikirin apa itu cinta..ngapa ya gue ini masih enggak lagi ngerti apa itu cinta...mugkin benar kata ibrahim bahawa cinta itu adalah sebuah perasaan yg di kongsi sama dua org..ya ampun..gi mana harus gue tahu jika org itu punya perasaan yg mendalam sama gue..da gi mana jika gue enggak punyai perasaan yg sama...dan harus kah cinta yg tulus itu berakhir dgn perkahwinan..emangnya dpt sehidup semati itu namanya cinta..ya bukan dong itu hanya kayak game lihat sapa yg dapt bertahan...ya jika dpt sehidup semati tapi enggak bahagia ya apa guna nya juga...namun harus kah kita bahagia lalu dpt mencapai cinta...da mereka yg sedih itu enggak bisa tahu apa itu cinta....namun yg gue pasti cinta itu hanya ilusi yg org cari dan ilusi itu belum pasti dpt di ketemu...gue yakin buat beberapa tahu yg akan mendtg gue akan menolak ilusi itu..gue enggak mahu mikirn terus..ya mungkin kerna hati gue ini telah di guris dgn amat mendlm oleh cowok yg mungkin juga belum kenal erti cinta..atau mungkin perasaan gue ini terlalu cetek utk nya...ya tuhan gue ini emangnya goblok amat atau apa si tanya soal yg enggak ada jawapannya.....................................
cinta itu hanya sebuah ilusi buat gue..susah amat utk menjadi kenyataan.. gue hanya perlu pasra..no time to waste to think abt it
Monday, July 11, 2005
"funny silly"
8th July 2005
My date for the night..He's funny..havent meet a guy with good sense of humour for like ages man...eventhough the date create a speculation among the "the ex-trumps wives" group..n disturb one particular member of the grp..to an extend she made an unexpected remark..but what the hell..i rather enjoy that night..den think abt what they have to say...well at least i giv them something to talk abt for the day aite..by the way to all the "neh neh" (i dont knw what tt suppose to mean..abiash n my classmates taught me that) who reads my blog...his name is ibrahim..aka chemad..but i prefer callin him baim.. sorie farris but i'm aint yrs yet....
gosh that sounds nasty
Happy
Birthday
To
the Triplets
Faezah n I plan out a b'day bash for them..Just a small party..
kinda traditional way ar.. the one where we hav to walk all the way frm simpang bedok to stanford court then wear the party hat in the lift....
knock on the door then
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS!!!!!"
den hanifah join in the fun..bullyin syarfah all day long
after takin photos n playin with the knife at the same time..when we wanna cut the cake then we realise the knive was missin..well i didnt look for the knife..i just took photos of them lookin for the knife
then we cut the cake
and open the present
Happy 16th Bday To The Triplets (Syarfah, Syairah & Syaidah)
