THE STORY
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Well, on 2nd thought..
"I think that is it!" with the Library Guy
Just go with the flow
I think
I am just trying too hard
Besides I need to read his game..
Cause I still don't quite get it
Sometimes he really turns me off
So for the time being
Good Bye Library Guy!!!!
(come back in few wks time...
if not..nvrmind! )
Hello Lecture notes!!!!
Dear Exam,
You make brain exhausted la.....
Love, AJ
"I think that is it!" with the Library Guy
Just go with the flow
I think
I am just trying too hard
Besides I need to read his game..
Cause I still don't quite get it
Sometimes he really turns me off
So for the time being
Good Bye Library Guy!!!!
(come back in few wks time...
if not..nvrmind! )
Hello Lecture notes!!!!
Dear Exam,
You make brain exhausted la.....
Love, AJ
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Dad has been admitted to the hospital for the third time. Sometimes I kinda question the Doctors capability and sincerity (not their qualification). Well not all doctor, but those few whose suppose to "treat" dad. Whatever that came out from their mouth wasn't therapeutic at all..I bet I can feel sick hearing some of the words that came out from their mouth! It was that bad!
Not only were they "insincere" (because they try to appear sincere), they were arrogant too! I never really meet doctor who is quite like them. During dad's second stay at the hospital, Mum told this particular doctor (feel like mentioning his name, I think better not) that dad should not be discharge because not only that he can't walk but his leg was STILL in pain. He insisted that dad can be discharge for God knows what reason. Trust me it was UNREASONABLE.
I felt that what came out of his mouth was out of randomness, he said something like this
(bear in mind this guy has a PHD in "healing" people)
"Never mind la, discharge today or tomorrow no different what..."
If I was there, this would be my reaction,
"Ouch! Ouch! Ouch! Your stupidity hurts! By the way is that all that they teach you in medical school?! Discharge!"
The other doctor was even worse; the fact that made him a terrible doctor is that he is the head of "something-something" as well a specialist. He happens to be the "untouchable" type according to the newbie Doctor... What dad told us about stuff he said really turn us off, as a family... He walk in take look at dad's ankle then, same case what came out of his mouth was probably out of randomness.
"Okay Mr. Jurami, you should think about retiring."
Wow! That's like so freaking therapeutic Doc! Dr. Wong (our family doctor) advised mama and baba to be more upfront about their opinions and tell the TTS doctors off if they need to.
Now after mama and baba showed their "fussy side", then! they run some test and not only that, after the third freaking time of X-ray then! they realize that there's a broken bone at dad's ankle. We can actually sue them for carelessness and God knows whatever reason but I don’t think dad would go to that extend!
Those 2 Doctors at Tan Tock Seng Hospital really saddens my whole family. It really shows their standard of service. Do we need to show that we are fussy people then only they will treat us like "real sick people"?
Surprisingly the nurses are "the real deal". They seems to be the one that really want to see you well!!!
I come to a point where I perceived "the going the extra mile" campaign is simply propaganda for the whole world to believe on what is Singapore trying to do. Wait!!
I don't think that statement was a fair! For as long as I know the hotel industry, the retail industry even the F&B industry are working really hard to implement that campaign.
But I guess I didn't see it (poor treatment) coming from the Doctors!
What I learn from this whole process is really sad. Sad because I learn that doctors are NOT that noble after all! Now if anyone tells me about doctor being noble, (I know this might be an understatement)
but I have to say: Don't bullshit!
I think they should have more passion in what they (referring to the doctors that I mention above) do, rather then discharging whom ever they feel like because it seems to me that they are simply "discharging" their responsibility.
Not only were they "insincere" (because they try to appear sincere), they were arrogant too! I never really meet doctor who is quite like them. During dad's second stay at the hospital, Mum told this particular doctor (feel like mentioning his name, I think better not) that dad should not be discharge because not only that he can't walk but his leg was STILL in pain. He insisted that dad can be discharge for God knows what reason. Trust me it was UNREASONABLE.
I felt that what came out of his mouth was out of randomness, he said something like this
(bear in mind this guy has a PHD in "healing" people)
"Never mind la, discharge today or tomorrow no different what..."
If I was there, this would be my reaction,
"Ouch! Ouch! Ouch! Your stupidity hurts! By the way is that all that they teach you in medical school?! Discharge!"
The other doctor was even worse; the fact that made him a terrible doctor is that he is the head of "something-something" as well a specialist. He happens to be the "untouchable" type according to the newbie Doctor... What dad told us about stuff he said really turn us off, as a family... He walk in take look at dad's ankle then, same case what came out of his mouth was probably out of randomness.
"Okay Mr. Jurami, you should think about retiring."
Wow! That's like so freaking therapeutic Doc! Dr. Wong (our family doctor) advised mama and baba to be more upfront about their opinions and tell the TTS doctors off if they need to.
Now after mama and baba showed their "fussy side", then! they run some test and not only that, after the third freaking time of X-ray then! they realize that there's a broken bone at dad's ankle. We can actually sue them for carelessness and God knows whatever reason but I don’t think dad would go to that extend!
Those 2 Doctors at Tan Tock Seng Hospital really saddens my whole family. It really shows their standard of service. Do we need to show that we are fussy people then only they will treat us like "real sick people"?
Surprisingly the nurses are "the real deal". They seems to be the one that really want to see you well!!!
I come to a point where I perceived "the going the extra mile" campaign is simply propaganda for the whole world to believe on what is Singapore trying to do. Wait!!
I don't think that statement was a fair! For as long as I know the hotel industry, the retail industry even the F&B industry are working really hard to implement that campaign.
But I guess I didn't see it (poor treatment) coming from the Doctors!
What I learn from this whole process is really sad. Sad because I learn that doctors are NOT that noble after all! Now if anyone tells me about doctor being noble, (I know this might be an understatement)
but I have to say: Don't bullshit!
I think they should have more passion in what they (referring to the doctors that I mention above) do, rather then discharging whom ever they feel like because it seems to me that they are simply "discharging" their responsibility.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
After the break-up with iMRAN I thought of being bisexual..
Ala maybe because of the "give-up on guys" bullshit
But yea I GIVE-UP!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't help it that I dont find anyone of the same sex attractive
or worse still sexually attractive..yucksss!!!
Not even a soul!!!!!
So much for the bisexual bullshit la Aini!
I swear I am a hetero!!
After a very long time..
I think I am finally having a crush (on a GUY!!! The Library Guy)
As in a serious one..I guess
No!! I think it's infatuation..
No!! I think it's a serious crush
No!! I think I can't figure it out...
Sometimes I think he is
May be I just find him sweet
May be he might be "it"
May be I miss him
May be..ouh well the "MayBe" thingy will just carry on and on
I don't know to stop thinking about him or just to carry on
What if I am one of the hot stuff (ok super perasan-ing!!)
that he ask out to catch a movie with his buddies
What if my presence means nothing significant to him
or worse still means nothing..
Ok I think I am f_cking messing with my brain!
and I THINK my only problem is that
I CAN'T SWALLOW MY PRIDE TO TELL HIM
and I think for now I rather hold on to my pride
Oh! God I hope what I am doing is right...........
Ala maybe because of the "give-up on guys" bullshit
But yea I GIVE-UP!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't help it that I dont find anyone of the same sex attractive
or worse still sexually attractive..yucksss!!!
Not even a soul!!!!!
So much for the bisexual bullshit la Aini!
I swear I am a hetero!!
After a very long time..
I think I am finally having a crush (on a GUY!!! The Library Guy)
As in a serious one..I guess
No!! I think it's infatuation..
No!! I think it's a serious crush
No!! I think I can't figure it out...
Sometimes I think he is
- such a sweet-talker that I wanna suck out his tongue like chupa chups
- so sweet that I wanna eat up his head
- so nicely dressed and so concern abt his skin that I think he is a homo
- so annoying that I wanna "pop" him like a rugby ball
- so tall that I can climb him like a ladder
- so obsess with his bike that I assume while he masturbate
he even wonder if his bike is clean/shiny enough
(okay ew!!ew!!ew!!)
- so well-mannered that I think his parents must have CANE him like
fuck if he didn't say "thank you" or "please" when he was a kid
- so "Cina" that I can imagine him dancing para-para on his bed
- so systematic that he arrange his shirt according to
the date of purchased - so nicely built, that I wanna grab his butt (oh yea!)
- so law abiding that he never go beyond 90km/hour on his bike
- so merepek cause he eat alot of kerepek.....wtf
(okay run out of ideas......................)
May be I just find him sweet
May be he might be "it"
May be I miss him
May be..ouh well the "MayBe" thingy will just carry on and on
I don't know to stop thinking about him or just to carry on
What if I am one of the hot stuff (ok super perasan-ing!!)
that he ask out to catch a movie with his buddies
What if my presence means nothing significant to him
or worse still means nothing..
Ok I think I am f_cking messing with my brain!
and I THINK my only problem is that
I CAN'T SWALLOW MY PRIDE TO TELL HIM
and I think for now I rather hold on to my pride
Oh! God I hope what I am doing is right...........
Sunday, August 13, 2006
This week, my weekend begins on a Friday. TGIF!!! I went out with the "Library-guy". My "Library Guy". He was quite an asshole when he just encourages me to eat all the junk food knowing that I am on a strict diet. But surprisingly, I had a good time with him. Not that I was expecting my "just another outing"/ casual outing/ unofficial date would turn out to be super boring. No! But it was just more then what I was bargaining for. He turned out to be "surprisingly sweet" for a very shy guy. Well I did not see that one coming! To end my day like a nice chocolate cake with a cherry topping on top, before I switch off the TV to go to bed, there, definasi lelaki melayu hot yang betul, Hady Mirza, (Hady Mirza needs to go workout at the Gym to make the definition more convincing) appear on my TV screen, wishing me "Happy National Day". Awww what a day...
Sunday it is just the bad day cause Sunday will causes my weekend to end! Can it not end! Sunday means I have to stay at home. The Baba's rule that Sunday is family day and that we have to do something or anything together. But when I am home I will start thinking way too much. For now: Sometimes I feel "out of place" when some one disappoints me. But what scares me most is that, what if I am the disappointment. Well, that's the feeling I always have when I am at home. I wonder where I went wrong cause there is always something that I do wrong esp at home. Other then my room, my home hasn't really been in my "short-term" list of places of where I want to be rite now.
Library Guy & Me @ Marina Bay
Saturday... what else? National Touch league (NTL). Since, Coach Marli decided to send a second team, I thought, "Hey this is it. My opportunity". My injuries are the last thing in my mind. I know I am not suppose to be playing but, what the hell this is something that I enjoy doing. Besides, I am playing for the second team. There is no what-so-ever expectation put on us so I have nothing to loose but a lot to gain from this whole competition. Just go and play have a good time and then learn something out of it and that is what I intend to do.
The Girls with Mr.Gilbert
Sunday it is just the bad day cause Sunday will causes my weekend to end! Can it not end! Sunday means I have to stay at home. The Baba's rule that Sunday is family day and that we have to do something or anything together. But when I am home I will start thinking way too much. For now: Sometimes I feel "out of place" when some one disappoints me. But what scares me most is that, what if I am the disappointment. Well, that's the feeling I always have when I am at home. I wonder where I went wrong cause there is always something that I do wrong esp at home. Other then my room, my home hasn't really been in my "short-term" list of places of where I want to be rite now.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Dad has been admitted to Tan Tock Seng due to some internal bleeding that takes place in his stomach.
So I am now more busy than usual.
However, being sick doesn't stop dad from being who he is.
Firstly, he still teases people.
Secondly, he still laugh loudly as if its nobody business.
Thirdly, he is forever talking about food and lastly,
being sick really doesn't stop him from being vain/metrosexual.
Instead of saying "take care" "come back tomorrow" or anything related to it to me and mum before we left, he chooses to say
"Eh!!! besok jangan lupa bawak sikat aku eh!"
I was like "WTH Dad?!"
Then to show his true "metrosexuality"
he say "Eh mesti ah besok orang nak datang tengok aku ape! Mesti la nak style sikit"
Then in my mind "Style????"
So that makes my dad not only the "Sick Dad" but also "The Metro Dad"
I bet u, if I can drive his car he will be asking either me or mum to bring his deodorant, facial cleanser, toner, whitening cream, chap-stick and God knows what......Oh! well........
Get Well Soon Dah-dy Dear!
So I am now more busy than usual.
However, being sick doesn't stop dad from being who he is.
Firstly, he still teases people.
Secondly, he still laugh loudly as if its nobody business.
Thirdly, he is forever talking about food and lastly,
being sick really doesn't stop him from being vain/metrosexual.
Instead of saying "take care" "come back tomorrow" or anything related to it to me and mum before we left, he chooses to say
"Eh!!! besok jangan lupa bawak sikat aku eh!"
I was like "WTH Dad?!"
Then to show his true "metrosexuality"
he say "Eh mesti ah besok orang nak datang tengok aku ape! Mesti la nak style sikit"
Then in my mind "Style????"
So that makes my dad not only the "Sick Dad" but also "The Metro Dad"
I bet u, if I can drive his car he will be asking either me or mum to bring his deodorant, facial cleanser, toner, whitening cream, chap-stick and God knows what......Oh! well........
Get Well Soon Dah-dy Dear!
Monday, August 07, 2006
Sometimes the stuff comes out from my mum's mouth is kinda weird.
It makes me wonder, where on earth she will get that kinda idea.
Me "Mama, I might be out late this friday."
Mama "Kau nak pergi maner?"
Me "Come on Ma, I am 17 and its friday night..what do you expect?"
Mama "Ouh!"
Me "Mesti la bukan study group."
Mama pause for a while. She just stare into the ceiling.
Mama (in super-duper-maluver shock voice)
"Ouhhhh!!!! aku tahu...kau nak pergi CLUBBING kan!!!!!!"
Mama "Kan?! Kan?!Kan?!"
Well, now that Mama mention it. Maybe I should after all my 18th birthday falls on a Saturday night!
It makes me wonder, where on earth she will get that kinda idea.
Me "Mama, I might be out late this friday."
Mama "Kau nak pergi maner?"
Me "Come on Ma, I am 17 and its friday night..what do you expect?"
Mama "Ouh!"
Me "Mesti la bukan study group."
Mama pause for a while. She just stare into the ceiling.
Mama (in super-duper-maluver shock voice)
"Ouhhhh!!!! aku tahu...kau nak pergi CLUBBING kan!!!!!!"
Mama "Kan?! Kan?!Kan?!"
Well, now that Mama mention it. Maybe I should after all my 18th birthday falls on a Saturday night!
Remember when we first meet?
You came up to me smiling asking for my name. Then pretend to ask for direction assuming I know the place well and as if you have "NEVER" been there before.
Oh well come to think about it, I think I like you better back then better.
Oh you! See what mess you drive me into Beautiful Stranger.
It's so frustrating for me when some one judges my intelligence or the way I think or act according to my age. I understand what is going on damn it!
I am no trying to say I am that smarter or intelligent or way too matured for my age but
hey! at least I know what you are talking about and I know I get it right.
You don't freaking need to "simplify" the "terms" you usually use.
The "terms" that you use when you are with your group of friends that share the same year of birth!
So what if I am still in school?
So what if am not legal?
So what if you are four to five years older than I am?
The point is I get your point!
If only he knew what I am thinking, then only I think he will pause to think!
Aargghh...
Guys will always be what they are 50% of what they really made of and 50% of "shitty-ness". Oh Dear, did I get my math right...?
The figure won't go that far anyway!
You came up to me smiling asking for my name. Then pretend to ask for direction assuming I know the place well and as if you have "NEVER" been there before.
Oh well come to think about it, I think I like you better back then better.
Oh you! See what mess you drive me into Beautiful Stranger.
It's so frustrating for me when some one judges my intelligence or the way I think or act according to my age. I understand what is going on damn it!
I am no trying to say I am that smarter or intelligent or way too matured for my age but
hey! at least I know what you are talking about and I know I get it right.
You don't freaking need to "simplify" the "terms" you usually use.
The "terms" that you use when you are with your group of friends that share the same year of birth!
So what if I am still in school?
So what if am not legal?
So what if you are four to five years older than I am?
The point is I get your point!
If only he knew what I am thinking, then only I think he will pause to think!
Aargghh...
Guys will always be what they are 50% of what they really made of and 50% of "shitty-ness". Oh Dear, did I get my math right...?
The figure won't go that far anyway!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
I have always thought that I have this "thing" for photography....
Since I am still in the recovery stage and I am not playing for the school team in this year National Touch Legue so yea..I am doing the "admin stuff"...This week I volunteer to take photos... so here are some pics that I kinda like (in random orders)
Since I am still in the recovery stage and I am not playing for the school team in this year National Touch Legue so yea..I am doing the "admin stuff"...This week I volunteer to take photos... so here are some pics that I kinda like (in random orders)
My Personal Favourite
I feel that this picture portrays one of TPiranhas main trait which is:
Ferocious