THE STORY
Thursday, September 28, 2006
It's too good to be true!
Everything was so close to perfection.
Well not until I realize that he is a chauvinistic bastard........
Thursday, September 21, 2006
May be this whole serial dating thingy,
is just not me.
But I like this way better compared to
the whole serious relationship thingy.
I believe when you are in a relationship,
there's too much hope put on the affair.
Hope is a wishful thinking, you know!
Full of uncertainty.
Relationship won't really help ME.
I think I am falling in love!
No! This is too crazy to be true.
This is just infatuation!
It has to be infatuation!
It will go away soon.........
I am not falling in love.
I can't be.
I don't even know how falling love is like.
That means I am not falling love theoretically rite?
Even if I am....No!
Live in denial, I will!
is just not me.
But I like this way better compared to
the whole serious relationship thingy.
I believe when you are in a relationship,
there's too much hope put on the affair.
Hope is a wishful thinking, you know!
Full of uncertainty.
Relationship won't really help ME.
I think I am falling in love!
No! This is too crazy to be true.
This is just infatuation!
It has to be infatuation!
It will go away soon.........
I am not falling in love.
I can't be.
I don't even know how falling love is like.
That means I am not falling love theoretically rite?
Even if I am....No!
Live in denial, I will!
So now, I have to let this song out of my head!
The song is making me feel even worse.
Yes! I gotta let the song out of my head.
Then I can get over the whole situation and
pretend as if nothing happen!
Hmmmm....
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(Song title: I only want to be with you)
I only know I never want to let you go
'Cause you started something, can't you see
That ever since we met you've had a hold on me
It happens to be true
I only want to be with you
It doesn't matter where you go or what you do
I wanna spend each moment of the day with you
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I think may be because I am a teenager!
That's why I am confuse with what I want!
Ahhh!!!!!
Likewise how I perceive this whole situation.
At times I want to express it in a way like how Daisy express it.
(Daisy Springfield's interpretation of the song)
However, at times it just get too....I don't know.
Passionate or obsessive ?
(Vonda Shepard's interpretation)
But certainly not in homo/lesbian way!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Reason why I should be feeling lucky
- Nurul (my cousin) and I came late for a Singapore Idol road show but just in time to be greeted by Hady Mirza. Then while idling, received an autograph poster by Hady and free tickets to show
- My team, Team Temasek (Tpiranhas 2nd team in the NTL) was complimented for an outstanding play despite being young and new to the game.
- Scored a touch down against one of Singapore's best Touch team, Tanifaz of Wantoks
- MVP for the second time
- Chat with that Beautiful Stranger
- Knowing that Library Guy is actually quite near to where I am working (I love the idea of knowing he is somewhere near me)
- Have a nice and good looking French boss who likes the way I work
Reason why I should not be feeling too happy
- I have to report to work by 6.50am everyday
- The doctor suspect I cracked one of my rib
- Jeslyn will resign from teaching at the end of the year
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Another sleepless night. No! I am not suffering from insomnia. I woke up at noon and then spent nearly 5 hours watching telly, so which part of it will require lot of hard labour? I think it's none.
So now, covered with quilt, accompanied by coca cola light, whole meal bread and cheese. My hand got gatal. Very gatal. I click my way into Friendster, going thru random profiles. Don't tell me its pathetic I bet you're guilty of it as well ya!
I bet Fizah, Hudsie, Syai and Miao wouldn't believe whom I "bump" into for the second random time... The Turf City Boy, his name is...okay let's think of a nick name for him just like the Library Guy hhhmmmmm....................... Beautiful Stranger.
The girls know I am totally not into this kinda of guy! I don't know about him. He is just too beautiful to be skip. He just caught my eye. The way we meet remind me of the scene when Aziz tried his luck with this girl on the bus, in the show Seniman Bujang Lapok. Then he end up saying "Sekali Bisu!" well okay that doesn't really depict the whole picture of how I meet Beautiful Stranger but there's some connection. Okay! Just the first part. Okay no! Just the smiling part and the fact that we meet on the bus! If last time I think Ibrahim (the sec 5 guy) or Helmi (Fizah most likely/ soon to be BF) is cute... Oh Man! this guy way way way cuter. If people think Farris (my ex bf) have beautiful eyes. Oh! man this guy has a beautiful face! I don't knw why I didn't blog about him earlier. Maybe cause I thought I will never bump into him for the second random time. Besides I was soo STOOPID to give my e-mail address when he clearly asked for my numbers!
For that STOOPID mistake I have to punish myself...
the punishment for being really STOOPID will be:
Bang my head against the wall
***Banging my head again the wall***
***Banging my head again the wall***
***Banging my head again the wall***
Roll down from bed
***Rolling down from the bed***
okay enough I think I have redeem myself...Things get even more weirder, I realize on his account it states "Damai" as his school as in Damai Secondary School?? Holly shit man! skali he stays near by. However, he is my fourth or third degree friend that means he is not directly link to my Damai sec acquaintances like Ijah, Nabeel, Ijat or even Iza. But whatever la, I just wanna bump into that Beautiful Stranger for the third random time.
So now, people Hail to the creators of Friendster for keeping one of their promise...
"Connecting People"
ohhh man wtf am I crapping abt.....just sleep la!
then may be I can meet him for the third time..
In my DREAMS!
So now, covered with quilt, accompanied by coca cola light, whole meal bread and cheese. My hand got gatal. Very gatal. I click my way into Friendster, going thru random profiles. Don't tell me its pathetic I bet you're guilty of it as well ya!
I bet Fizah, Hudsie, Syai and Miao wouldn't believe whom I "bump" into for the second random time... The Turf City Boy, his name is...okay let's think of a nick name for him just like the Library Guy hhhmmmmm....................... Beautiful Stranger.
The girls know I am totally not into this kinda of guy! I don't know about him. He is just too beautiful to be skip. He just caught my eye. The way we meet remind me of the scene when Aziz tried his luck with this girl on the bus, in the show Seniman Bujang Lapok. Then he end up saying "Sekali Bisu!" well okay that doesn't really depict the whole picture of how I meet Beautiful Stranger but there's some connection. Okay! Just the first part. Okay no! Just the smiling part and the fact that we meet on the bus! If last time I think Ibrahim (the sec 5 guy) or Helmi (Fizah most likely/ soon to be BF) is cute... Oh Man! this guy way way way cuter. If people think Farris (my ex bf) have beautiful eyes. Oh! man this guy has a beautiful face! I don't knw why I didn't blog about him earlier. Maybe cause I thought I will never bump into him for the second random time. Besides I was soo STOOPID to give my e-mail address when he clearly asked for my numbers!
For that STOOPID mistake I have to punish myself...
the punishment for being really STOOPID will be:
Bang my head against the wall
***Banging my head again the wall***
***Banging my head again the wall***
***Banging my head again the wall***
Roll down from bed
***Rolling down from the bed***
okay enough I think I have redeem myself...Things get even more weirder, I realize on his account it states "Damai" as his school as in Damai Secondary School?? Holly shit man! skali he stays near by. However, he is my fourth or third degree friend that means he is not directly link to my Damai sec acquaintances like Ijah, Nabeel, Ijat or even Iza. But whatever la, I just wanna bump into that Beautiful Stranger for the third random time.
So now, people Hail to the creators of Friendster for keeping one of their promise...
"Connecting People"
ohhh man wtf am I crapping abt.....just sleep la!
then may be I can meet him for the third time..
In my DREAMS!
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
I am just too lazy to do anything right now. Well, even to update my blog.
That's why I haven't been updating anything but yea okay now I'm in the mood of blogging..
So what happen to me hhmmm
Last day of exam... Teachers day
suppose to meet up with my ex-classmate but they had left the moment me we arrived so yea end up with the Triplets and Faezah. Meet up with the teachers.. Man! I didn't know how did they get so random.
This is what came out from their mouth..
Mr. Majid (P.E teacher who is also my family distant relatives)
the moment he saw me "eh kauuuuuu woah kau angkat besi eh?? Fuuh tengok tuu shoulder kau!"
Mrs. Tan KY (Add Maths teacher)
I was walking..suddenly she stopped me with full of passion she say to me "Aini you will make a very good leader! I knw you will" woah she said that to me? after failing ALL her Add Maths test plus exams.......I must be something la!!! hahaha
Mr. Muru (Social Studies teacher)He walked out of the hall while the concert was going on. I happen to be there. out of the blue "These people think they can sing (give the !@#$ impression)...eh!!! what you get for social studies?!?!"
Cikgu Salma (Malay teacher + our sch version of Miranda Presly from The devil wears Prada)
"Baik la Nur'aini selepas poly ape lagi..NIE la..jadi guru bahasa melayu.." Carrying down the legacy?
Ms. Rachel Abraham (DM)
I wish her happy teachers day and told her that I was scolded by her twice thru out my sec sch days and that her rules I have obeyed to for 4 year I did it willingly plus she is, inclusive of her voice is stuck in my head then she say to me....
"You will make a good mother. Your children will listen to you."
Mrs Mah Pow (Eng teacher)
While Syarfar and I was talking to her suddenly she pause and say "Omg Syarfah! Did you get your nose done or something?" Way to go Syaf..
How can I ever miss.... Jeslyn Lim (She is just diff frm other teachers)
me "Ala every Saturday at turf city see your face..teachers day like not special la. no more thrill and the 'missing-missin' part"
Jeslyn "ya la true! Hai yah"
Then later on when me n Nicole gave her the present that we share with yam supi hannan and ah poh..
Then only she smile at me as in real smile. The "happy-happy can not be count" kinda smile. I think she was expecting a gift la that's why. Hahaha
MS LIM "Eh outside BDS don't call me Ms Lim! Its Jeslyn"
Last stop in the school H.O.D office. Went to Mr.Roskhaider workspace. I used to seat there for hours after sch listening to his advice alaaa normal la about the me and imran situation after the break-up. I know my brain was exhausted that day since it was the last day of exam but what I didn't know that seating in front of him in his work area listening to his super lame jokes is kinda therapeutic hmmmmm...............
end the day with loads of food with triplets and Faezah "lepak-ing" at triplets place n watch some serious movie that we end up laughing at coz its lame!
If only Najma was there...The bitching will be more happening (I miss her) but instead God choose Farris (My first bf when I was sec sch.Sometimes he still scares the shit out of me) to be there.....
Oh Dear God, That was mean of you..............Oh well
As for now I have a new full time job that feeds me well
(thats why I have been busy and have no time to update my blog):
Potato Couch
That's why I haven't been updating anything but yea okay now I'm in the mood of blogging..
So what happen to me hhmmm
Last day of exam... Teachers day
suppose to meet up with my ex-classmate but they had left the moment me we arrived so yea end up with the Triplets and Faezah. Meet up with the teachers.. Man! I didn't know how did they get so random.
This is what came out from their mouth..
Mr. Majid (P.E teacher who is also my family distant relatives)
the moment he saw me "eh kauuuuuu woah kau angkat besi eh?? Fuuh tengok tuu shoulder kau!"
Mrs. Tan KY (Add Maths teacher)
I was walking..suddenly she stopped me with full of passion she say to me "Aini you will make a very good leader! I knw you will" woah she said that to me? after failing ALL her Add Maths test plus exams.......I must be something la!!! hahaha
Mr. Muru (Social Studies teacher)He walked out of the hall while the concert was going on. I happen to be there. out of the blue "These people think they can sing (give the !@#$ impression)...eh!!! what you get for social studies?!?!"
Cikgu Salma (Malay teacher + our sch version of Miranda Presly from The devil wears Prada)
"Baik la Nur'aini selepas poly ape lagi..NIE la..jadi guru bahasa melayu.." Carrying down the legacy?
Ms. Rachel Abraham (DM)
I wish her happy teachers day and told her that I was scolded by her twice thru out my sec sch days and that her rules I have obeyed to for 4 year I did it willingly plus she is, inclusive of her voice is stuck in my head then she say to me....
"You will make a good mother. Your children will listen to you."
Mrs Mah Pow (Eng teacher)
While Syarfar and I was talking to her suddenly she pause and say "Omg Syarfah! Did you get your nose done or something?" Way to go Syaf..
How can I ever miss.... Jeslyn Lim (She is just diff frm other teachers)
me "Ala every Saturday at turf city see your face..teachers day like not special la. no more thrill and the 'missing-missin' part"
Jeslyn "ya la true! Hai yah"
Then later on when me n Nicole gave her the present that we share with yam supi hannan and ah poh..
Then only she smile at me as in real smile. The "happy-happy can not be count" kinda smile. I think she was expecting a gift la that's why. Hahaha
MS LIM "Eh outside BDS don't call me Ms Lim! Its Jeslyn"
Last stop in the school H.O.D office. Went to Mr.Roskhaider workspace. I used to seat there for hours after sch listening to his advice alaaa normal la about the me and imran situation after the break-up. I know my brain was exhausted that day since it was the last day of exam but what I didn't know that seating in front of him in his work area listening to his super lame jokes is kinda therapeutic hmmmmm...............
end the day with loads of food with triplets and Faezah "lepak-ing" at triplets place n watch some serious movie that we end up laughing at coz its lame!
If only Najma was there...The bitching will be more happening (I miss her) but instead God choose Farris (My first bf when I was sec sch.Sometimes he still scares the shit out of me) to be there.....
Oh Dear God, That was mean of you..............Oh well
As for now I have a new full time job that feeds me well
(thats why I have been busy and have no time to update my blog):
Potato Couch