THE STORY
Monday, April 25, 2005
I knw once i publish n post my entry abt imran his friends as well his alliance will be floodling my tag-board..i am so not shock..because thats the norms of having a tag-board..well for this anonymous person well i sure bet he/she didnt grew up in the world where sarcasm exist..its another pity..well i bet this pple are basicly clueless abt my relantinship n imran..i wonder what will go thru their mind shld i reveal the hidden facts abt imran..well mayb in life there somehting u are blinded wit..may b i am blinded to the thing call love..aite POPE? the only reason y i wont tell is because it will embarrassed imran..knwing that its over n i dont see any point of making him walk down the school full of shame i dont c in any point to embarress him..coz it was a peaceful break-up...gosh what this pple were thinking..at least i am mature enuf to hav a peaceful break-up..haha the irony of the sitaution is that they think what i am still drooling over imran after the break-up gosh...if i do i will have this kenduri n invite pple den we can hav majlis berkabong (memorial service) bersama..haha mayb i shud include the the Pope also in my guest list if i were 2 hav one..like hello are this pple dreamin or livin in their asses..like hello I move on within month over a 2yrs relationship..unlike someone who coludnt get the picture st...droolin over imran for 5 yrs n still coludnt get the picture..that imran wasnt into her at all..knwing at that point of time i was in the relantionship with imran...i dont knw abt now if she is still trying or not..welll if she still is..hope she read abt "Mr&Mrs Imran".. n get the picture st..i seriouly dont knw what is she thinkin over those 5 yrs..i think she needs to do a reality check..i dont knw y the catholic god is having a revenge against me for..coz the "POPE" say his god will..but the only reason why Almight Allah is goin to punish me for is b'coz i skip subur almost every morning, gettin into the world of maksiat when i was imran..haha..but the noti2 was still fun though n hmm not havin life perspective towards love..i think i do have peace within me..gosh pple do read blog..i tot blog is only there cos the owner wants it to b there...didnt knw there will b such pple who is willing to go thru all the hussle to read every single word there is there.. well God is great..this pple will surely find their way to the truth..just b'coz imran appear to b nice keep pple secret well tt doesnt mean he is an angel..but he is nice though to a certain extent...but their is this line that says look may deceive..but my life is not abt imran n i dont c any point y this pple relates so much 2 me n imran..he is just my acquaintance n my world doesnt revolves around him..
plus even though i said i think im n his gf look like a sec2 couple in our sch..yar i do mean it..n i do mean it when i said gd luck to him n hu that girl name is...gosh..i have a life duhh..n i face reality
plus even though i said i think im n his gf look like a sec2 couple in our sch..yar i do mean it..n i do mean it when i said gd luck to him n hu that girl name is...gosh..i have a life duhh..n i face reality
well spore finally got her own car boot sale...well it wasn't as cool as the one in london..haha wat do i expect man..this is a tropical country..well the next car boot sale I am gonna take part so I am sord of gonna start my own business soon...so guys have to look out for that..haha..gosh i am starting a business..hhm the past saturday the leanring fiesta i can say hhmm.. not bad la..thinking that G-O-H mr hawazi daipi appered to be enjoying himself..haha..well during my speech i think i was too nervous..then on friday i came to realise something new abt imran..i really thought after the break-up he was man..u knw a man that can make a decision..n who is very stern with the desicision..but having his gf to tagging me as if she knws me for a million years..with thier name n everything n having his family memebers..nah betta not say it online abt his family..but the fact is that i really though he was man n that i can respect n envy..but having his gf taggin me n all the mr& mrs imran just make me realise he was like the guy i knew when i was in sec.2..he didnt change in to anything more mature that i assume he wld..it really shock me to knw he n his gf is really like this particular sec 2 couple in our sch..gosh i thought imran was man n was the real deal but its really a pity..well it is not for me to say i guess..but it is really stunned me haha..i think the reason why he is lookin for a youger partner coz he needs to telly the level of maturity..haha gosh that was mean..but y do i really care even if they were hav thousands of bastard togther haha..well as long as he is happy for as long as i care..well ocok got a new sweetheart 2..he said it was serious hmm i wonder..haha by the way all the best to you ocok..haha so guys i will e-mail all of u or anything shld i b setting up a booth..
~~Life couldn't get any better~~
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
gosh 7's was nothing but great fun..firstly congrats 2 ms jeslyn lim n her teammates..as they manage to with a few matches 2 be compare 2 the guys team..
well hhmm the fun can't b put 2 words..
iRB
the walkin ball
wicked aura batchuda just rock the whole stadium
one of s'pore future player no.6
the wining jc..anglo-chinese
hot aussie guys esp no.4 SPENCER
don't u juz wanna grab those asses
the guys wanted 2 steal thier boots
team Kenya can dance well
plus mama said she saw them
at mustafa centre that nite
they were there 2b part of the fun juz like me
yo brader! tak syg kaki nampak..
i got tanned
BDS party animal in the making
GO ENGLAND!!
It wasn't tt bad for england okay
All Blacks won..
beating England in the final cup :<
they did the HAKA..
woohoo
me n ocok were damn tired
but we had fun..
on the way home in bus 60
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Looking foward for the rugby sevens this saturday..simply cant wait....its gonna b like damn fun lookin at those bitches who plays rugby fuckin well...ouh gosh i envy them..well life in sch has change alot..i dun really knw wats up..i start a new trend which i think no one will follow..which is to carry a handbag to sch..haha its diff..lain dari yg lain..imran..hhmm skip that part..adilah...hhmmm..okay fix this up with her...hope she will b alrite n really change..plus adilah..i am still goin 2 disturb u with fir khan...dun 4get to wear his necklace..haha..well abaish..his is such an angel..i think he is such a nice guy..wit him n trevor ard..i always feel as if i am..dun knw la how to say..but i feel very cheerful when i am with them..faeazh..ouh i always wanted to call her the rich girl...she used to hav a credit card of her own..with a credit limit of 900 bucks...n her grandmom buys her all the prada n christian dior...n they are original..bear tt in mind..and above all she is sweet n not arrogant like sum rich kids..n she seems like the caring type of pple just like trevor n abaish n humble..well i shud b blessed 2 hav classmates like them..triplets n sham..they havent stop being crazy irritating n funny as they always are..gosh these are great pple..plus faeazh mum is damn cool her body is like a rugger..very tough!! n as 4 neelu haha she is so fuckin arrogant or watever it is she is..go ahead so what if u were like my best bud..that u claim we are.."friends"..haha so much for yr friendship neelu..sometimes i reckon the only reason tt she wanted 2 stay as fren wit me is bcoz of imran..well i am not goin 2 investigate or do reaserch abt y she is not actin like a fren..she can fuck off for as long as i care..coz i have adapt the policy..dun giv a fuck 2 those who dun giv a fuck..haha i am so mean..ocok ask me 2 fix things up btw me n neelu..i just nod n say yar..haha..but i dun really care if she is my freind or not..coz this is not her first time doin this..plus the best part the nite when i tok 2 her abt my break-up wit imran she was like wtf towards imran..n last friday she was all over him n so was him..haha its kinda weird do seeing yr "best friend" so called hookin up wit yr ex...plus she got a new best bud now sarah..my "ex" best friend..haha may b its true when pple say tt birds of the same feathers flock together!
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
i change..i think i have change..change as in mentally n emotionally...
- i dont care i simply dont care abt pple ard me
- i told imran gd luck with his new gf..n i cldn't believe it that i was sincere
- i became saddistic
- i have the atttitude of dont give a fuck
- i open up 2 a person i nvr tot of talkin 2 abt my prob..mr roshk
- i believe the more kind i get the more pple will trample on me
- i lost my sense of sensetivity
- i am heartless
- i am not me
Monday, April 04, 2005
this theory applies to all the singles who are NOT desprate 2 find any guy out there..u might wanna use this theory in yr daily life..haha super cool..i sord of came up wit it
- bet sexy n flirtish but nvr slutish infront of any potential cloz guys fren
- be outspoken..grab attention..but get the proper attention..for something good i mean..this will allow guys/gals 2 c yr intelligent..n look up 2 u
- nvr show any sign of sob or drooling over any of ex-bf
- show sign of move on to yr ex..smile at him talk as per usual..
- dont talk bad things behind his back..this show tt u dont detest him
- try 2b more natural 2 talk as per usual smile..shows tt u are mature enuf after the break-up tt u can remain as friends..n tt u have take control over the situation
- for the guys on yr waiting list..dont u ever bring up issue abt yr ex...its a sign tt u have not move on..so take it frm me..start a fresh
- always remeber if u believe in Ms. Independant..this is the time 2 walk yr talk..dun make girl power sumthing u preach abt..Grrl power..!
- plus guys are nice when they are not commited..
- the best part..being single is the time u go out there 2 look for the right guy while wasting time wit the wrong ones...hahaha
i'll think of more when i have the time..i bet i hav most of girls vote on this..hahahaha
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Mungkin iMran..ikatan cinta yang telah kita lalui bersama-sama hanyalah fanah semata-mata..dan kata-kata cintamu hanya kekata dan tidak lebih dari itu..Mungkin ini adalah cara terbaik untuk ku menghuraikan isi hati ku setelah perpisahku..
M. Nasir & Yunizar Hussein
Ku Ingin Bebas
Jika kau bertemu dia(iMran)
Tolong katakan padanya
Ku tak ingin kembali
Kepada dirinya lagi
Sudah cukup ku rasakan
Aku dijadikan mainan
Ikatan dah ku putuskan
Ku kan pergi membawa hati
Ku ingin bebas dari belenggu
Ikatan cinta yang hanya kata-kata
Ku ingin bebas bagaikan burung terbang
Merasakan hidup bahgia
Aku telah pelajari
Dari kesalahan ini
Dan betapa gembiranya
Aku telah sedar dari mimpi
Di sini suria bersinar
Di sini bayu bertiup
Tiada lagi kesal pilu
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kiniku bebas dari belenggu
Ikatan cinta yang hanya kata-kata
Kiniku bebas bagaikan
Doa Buat Kekasih
andainya aku bertanya
padamu tentang bahagia
di mana nilai setia
dimanakah puncak cinta
mahukah engkau mengerti harapan serupa mimpi
ianya dapat terjadi
atau hilang tak berganti
sejarah mengajar kita
menjadi lebih dewasa
meniti arus angkara
lupakan kisah yang lalu
teguhkan tugu imanmu
doaku buatmu kekasih
yang dulu usah dirindu
hilangkanlah dari hatimu
doaku buatmu kekasih
Ramli Sarip
Friday, April 01, 2005
Real Women Who Play Real Balls
Today I think OF
Rugby @ 0000
Rugby @ 0100
Sleeping @ 0200
Sleeping @ 0300
Sleeping @ 0400
Sleeping @ 0600
Rugby @ 0700
Rugby @ 0800
Rugby @ 0900
Rugby @ 1000
Rugby @ 1100
Rugby @ 1200
Rugby @ 1300
Rugby @ 1400
Rugby @ 1500
Rugby @ 1600
Rugby @ 1800
Rugby @ 1900
Rugby @ 2000
Rugby @ 2100
Rugby @ 2200
Rugby @ 2300
Rugby @ 0000
The cycle repeats all over again