THE STORY
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Waitress (me) : So what do you intend to do tomorrow?
Hotel Guest : I think we are going to the zoo
Waitresss (me): Didnt you just tell me that tomorrow is your birthday
Hotel Guest : Yup
Waitress : No offence. But if you dont really like animal that much..I think it sound rather depressing
Hotel Guest: Oh Man now that you say that..I think it is depressing
Waitress : Oh you can like sooo tell me abt it man...
With this kinda attitude...and if my boss were to knw abt it...I might get fired soon...Lets just hope she wont get knw abt this..
Ainnie J re-living Sunday, April 15, 2007
Saturday, April 14, 2007
At work today.....
Hotel Guest : If Paris Hilton were to be here, in Singapore, where do you think she wld prolly go?
Waitress(me) :Sorry Sir! I cant think of anything bimbotic rite now. But when I do I will surely get back to you as soon as possible
Ainnie J re-living Saturday, April 14, 2007
Friday, April 13, 2007
Sometimes I dont recongnise my own face
I look inside my eyes and find disgrace
My little white lie tells a story
I see it all, it has no glory
I tot I found love but now I wonder if it is a disgrace
(to feel that 'Love' for you or
is it a white lie that I push myself to believe)
I wonder if it is right to be glorious
To put my pride before my 'love' for you
Now I wonder if it is really in me
To save my ego and set you free
But my soul says,
Thats how things were meant to be

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Its not like me but I'm satisfied with myself
To be able to put my Pride before my Emotion
To stand strong when its time to cry
To feel numb when its time to sob
As History have taught me
When One do something that involves One's Pride
It is for One's "Honour and Glory"
To feel loved has never been part of the story
Well may be not now
Ainnie J re-living Friday, April 13, 2007
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Well, one whole semester I didn't blog......I kinda feel really terrible abt it.
Now I will try to blog as often as I can. I just realise this space is my sweet escape to my so called hectic life.
So for the whole time that I miss out..Let me try to give u'all a quick update:
- Last semester (Year 1.2) was pretty awesome. Not that I am proud of my grades but life got betta in sch. Way Betta!
- Daddy survive a major operation. It was one of the worst stage of my life knwing he can go anytime and to see him suffer so much (knwing that there's nothing I can do abt it). Now he is living life with 5 mths of Medical Leave.
- I went back to being a really hard-headed feminist (and no! Hannan I'm not gay). I've been alil bit too friendly lately, I guess the time has come again for me to be a loner that I was meant to be
- The Library Guy.........hmmm we got closer both physically and emotionally. Randomly, he called me up one night and told me that he is not ready for a relationship. Like hello!!! do I look like the girl who used to date Imran's?! Come on man! that AJ is soo last season.It is sad how we can connect so well but don't understand what is it that we want from each other. He says something and his action shows the otherwise. To make matter worst, I also have no freaking idea what is it that I want from him. Guys like him, trust me they are just too good to be true.
As for this part of my life I guess I'm cluessless
- Currently, I'm busy doing this "room makeover" thingy with my mum. Oh ya its my room by the way
- I am going to turn 18 soon. like really soon.Honestly, I dont knw what to feel. Happy? Excited? Or just feel old..??
- I bump into Naj the other day. I really wanna catch up with her.....soon I hope
From now on wards I will try to update my blog as often as I can.
I CANT BELIEVE IT..I ACTUALLY MISS BLOGGING
Ainnie J re-living Thursday, April 12, 2007