THE STORY
Sunday, August 13, 2006
This week, my weekend begins on a Friday. TGIF!!! I went out with the "Library-guy". My "Library Guy". He was quite an asshole when he just encourages me to eat all the junk food knowing that I am on a strict diet. But surprisingly, I had a good time with him. Not that I was expecting my "just another outing"/ casual outing/ unofficial date would turn out to be super boring. No! But it was just more then what I was bargaining for. He turned out to be "surprisingly sweet" for a very shy guy. Well I did not see that one coming! To end my day like a nice chocolate cake with a cherry topping on top, before I switch off the TV to go to bed, there, definasi lelaki melayu hot yang betul, Hady Mirza, (Hady Mirza needs to go workout at the Gym to make the definition more convincing) appear on my TV screen, wishing me "Happy National Day". Awww what a day...
Sunday it is just the bad day cause Sunday will causes my weekend to end! Can it not end! Sunday means I have to stay at home. The Baba's rule that Sunday is family day and that we have to do something or anything together. But when I am home I will start thinking way too much. For now: Sometimes I feel "out of place" when some one disappoints me. But what scares me most is that, what if I am the disappointment. Well, that's the feeling I always have when I am at home. I wonder where I went wrong cause there is always something that I do wrong esp at home. Other then my room, my home hasn't really been in my "short-term" list of places of where I want to be rite now.
Library Guy & Me @ Marina Bay
Saturday... what else? National Touch league (NTL). Since, Coach Marli decided to send a second team, I thought, "Hey this is it. My opportunity". My injuries are the last thing in my mind. I know I am not suppose to be playing but, what the hell this is something that I enjoy doing. Besides, I am playing for the second team. There is no what-so-ever expectation put on us so I have nothing to loose but a lot to gain from this whole competition. Just go and play have a good time and then learn something out of it and that is what I intend to do.
The Girls with Mr.Gilbert
Sunday it is just the bad day cause Sunday will causes my weekend to end! Can it not end! Sunday means I have to stay at home. The Baba's rule that Sunday is family day and that we have to do something or anything together. But when I am home I will start thinking way too much. For now: Sometimes I feel "out of place" when some one disappoints me. But what scares me most is that, what if I am the disappointment. Well, that's the feeling I always have when I am at home. I wonder where I went wrong cause there is always something that I do wrong esp at home. Other then my room, my home hasn't really been in my "short-term" list of places of where I want to be rite now.