THE STORY
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Clinic session with Touch New Zealand
So yea I sacrifice my one and half day allowance to go for this session. But what the hell, every single minute worth more then what I paid for.



The session with them was somewhat enriching for me. Though! It was so darn difficult to concentrate.
Before this picture was taken Hafizah was telling Coach Marli how hot the NZ players are suddenly when we were getting ready to take the pic.....
Marli "Hey Peter,my girl wants to take the pic with you"
Peter "Oh yeah sure!"
The Peter put his arm around Haifazah and Marli. Out of the blue,
Marli "Hey I think I wanna go to the front"
then she turn to her right and say to me
Marli "Eh! Aini aku kasi chance tu"Aini pon apa lagi.......

Damn hot la, but ketiak bebulu!
Then here are THE reason why it was darn difficult for us to concentrate

They were half-naked most of the time. The ladies! Some of them are mother of two or three BUT they look damn fit la and tone..

I am so loving her tattoo! The tattoo actually tells her "life-story" so yeah every one will have their own..How I wish I can get one.
After the whole session, the girls was still not over with
"Oh my God that guy is freaking hot" "No no that one!" "Look at that!"
So yea we ALL stayed for abt half an hour to watch the NZ training session.
We were so busy/noisy pointing out the guys to an extend that NZ physiotherapist notice
Phsyio "So who are you girls talking about?"
Hafizah "Peter!"
Can't remeber who "Brad!"
Physio "How about you?"
Aini "As long as they look below 30 its fine with me"
Physi "Hahaha I like that one!"
The rest of the girls "HOiiiiiii Aini!" [at the same threw some stuff at me]

Coach Marli & Me
The convo of the day goes something like this
Marli "Oh! you all during training, like to take your own sweet time. Over here I can see the 150% effort. Hhhmmm!!!!!"
Aini "Ala Marli.You can't blame them, the guys are sooo hot that the girls can get orgasm just by staring at them. After that, they pay attention la wanna get more."
Ainnie J re-living Thursday, July 20, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
I self-declare myself to be the
The hottest girl that walks around school with crutches
I was taking forever to walk from home to the bus stop. So yea this is what I call "A Walk to Remember". It felt like the longest walk I have ever walked my whole entire life. I was taking forever la!
I know there's going to be eyes staring at me at school, so I put on my shades... the biggest one I can find in the drawer. "Eh Ain! Kau aper cerita sak dengan shades? Drama Queen!!!!" hahaha
Well, I don't care. I just don't want to be remembered as "the pathetic girl who got injured" and then receive attention due to it.
Prolly that's why I refused to ask for help. So I put on the shades hoping no one will recognize me. Well, it kinda works. I actually walked in the lecture hall sit down take off my shades then only my mates in front was like
"Oh My God that's Aini! Eh you OK or not?!"
"Yea! Yea! Okay-okay!" (trying to cover my face)
God knows how many times I have to tell and then re-tell the story about how I got injured until I got freaking annoyed, but looking on the bright side...
"hey at least they give a f**k"...Thanks mates!
After school, I meet my "most caring cousin of the year" Nana who actually accompany me to polyclinic then to physiotherapy.
(fake tired smile)
The physiotherapist said something about my right leg being longer then my left (and I don't freaking know for 17 years) so that's where the whole thing actually starts. The left side is so called overworked in order to function just as well as the right one. Then the only muscle that is still hurting badly is the muscle at my left butt. Guess what, I got a massage man. Yes! There, at my left butt and then she use some machine, ultrasound machine I think. Have to go for a follow up this coming Friday though.
I went back to school after that to give Coach Marli her watch. Aisya (the other coach) kinda forget that she leaves the watch with me on saturday. Then I went home and I somewhat forget that the watch on wrist isn't mine. At the same time I went back cause, I wanted to submit my excuse letter from touch rugby. Damn! Seeing the rest playing touch rugby doesn't help in making me feel any better. I just end up envying everyone one of them for not being injured. Just my luck! Another tournament is coming up and I...
I fucking wanna play (I hope the F word explains my desire). I come to a point where I realize that this sport have become my passion.
Oh my God what's up with that.
Ok I dont know but that's what I am feeling
(ew! hahaha)
Before I leave Nurul (one of my team mates) came up to me...
"Aini what does your t-shirt say? 'I am a wonder of the world' Hah! Yeah rite, with your leg like this?! Trying to make yourself feel better eh?"
I reckon, she is the only that notice the motive of me wearing this particular
t-shirt.
Ainnie J re-living Monday, July 17, 2006
Saturday, July 15, 2006
My body was full of adrenaline. The only thing that was on my head :- Proper three man punch out
- Positive touches
- Communication
- Defend like mad
I remember runing like mad, though she was Syaidah's man. The moment I catch up with her, I smack her hard rite at her back and yelled "TOUCH!" . Then I feel the pain on waist. I know I can endure this but the moment I run, it came back. Fuck! not now please. "This is so not happening to me." So yea I continued running, then I realise. "No. This is too much!"
The next thing I remember, I was screaming my lungs out in pain while Poor Aisya was trying to "massage" me. I feel damn terrible. All I wanted was to play well and win. I want to win! That's all! But the pain! The pain is holding me back.
The next game when we were losing I was frustated with myself. The frustration was killing me within. How I wish there's something I can do for team. I feel so useless for the moment because the only thing I can do was..Whine about the pain. When Yam was "explaining" her frustation to Aisya and me after this particular game, I feel for her. The moment I saw tears in her eyes, I think I know how she feels. Its simple.
"I hate losing. I want to win!" I feel the exact same way.
My brain wants to reject the painful fact. The fact that I can't play for the rest of the day due to the injury. I don't feel terrible. I felt FUCKING terrible about it!
But there's nothing I can do about it. It's afterall my fault for not paying attention to the injured area ealier on.
The Girls manage to get into the semi-finals. Congrats girls!
and yea to the other team as well, You Girls were fabulous!
How I wish I could have contributed.
To Ah Poh & Syaidah thanks for "piggy-bagging" me all the way out.
To Aisya..Thanks for the "massage" & exposing my left waist all the way to my left upper-leg in public. I owe u big time!
Now, I am frustated with myself and the inury.
I just want to play beautifully and win!
I am just in hunger of wining and performing my best.
Get well soon Aini. You so need to train.
Ainnie J re-living Saturday, July 15, 2006
Friday, July 14, 2006
Ainnie J re-living Friday, July 14, 2006
Sunday, July 09, 2006
My Brand New :

School

Diet

HomeGirl

Teammates
Ainnie J re-living Sunday, July 09, 2006
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Now this is it......
My brand new start
To A Brand New Life
Honestly there's nothing more I would ask for....
Thank You God....Damn! You are great!
Ainnie J re-living Saturday, July 08, 2006