THE STORY
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Back from Beijing!
Gosh it's freakin cold!
Now I am bloody convince that stuff in China are freaking cheap!
But damn it!
Well its not
for an unemployed jackass like me!
So to those who are expecting either a belated or an advance birthday present
I rather say
try to keep ya hopes down!
Friday, December 16, 2005
Like Naj has mention earlier...this "doing it" thingy..it really does disturb the both of us..
What is so cool about losing ya virginity?
Are there red ants in your underwear that you can't put on them for long?
or is orgasm just addactive as Farrer Roche?
It's not as if u need to pay a million dollar to say "No" to premarital sex..Trust me is wasnt that difficult..I know coz I did said No to it once before..n this people who are actually doing it..I dont know what is in their freaking brain..look i am not talkin about adults man..I am talkin abt kids my age..I am not sayin that I am the most innocent, angelic, well balance teens around.. but hey I wasnt playin with my vagina when I was 13 or 14..
Gosh I dont think some of these guys even know the meaning of "Statutory rape" or "Carnal Abuse" is and they are already having sex..n some of this guys..I some how think they are paedophilic..so their victims are usually girls age btw 13-16..if this were to continue may be we will be lack of "anak dara sunti" around..however, the guys are not the only one to be blame.. the girls are just as bad..the other day one of us (me/ naj) was chattin with one of our friend..he did it coz his gf was all "geared-up" for it..then he said " I don't knw sia..We did it! n now i have to stay with her.. but I my feelings towards her only 50:50"..at fist I laugh so hard coz that girl barely have any boobs but then i SWEAR TO GOD my jaw felt as if it drop down to earth when i inform that she wasnt even 14..gosh i was still watching nicklodean when i was 14!
So much for the "save yourself for marriage" campaign and the sex education thingy..it seems as if its a wasted effort..sometime i really wonder what their virginty means to them..n virginty is not the freakin way to show your commitment to your partner..isnt it?! n if u think u're in love n u can foreshadow that this is goin to be person u are gonna marry..gosh i think u shud do a reality check n start including God in your plan!
whenI hear this kids are Malay/Muslim i some what felt humiliated! though they are not related to me..i knw prolly some of u guys think i am talkin cock coz u might have seen me holding hand or kissing with some of my ex (3 of them in total) n i might not be the most innocent untouch girls around but hey i did my weighing..until when? i am gonna do this shit! at the same time i am not being prejudice to all this non-virgins out there..well all i have to say just pray hard that yr future spouse can accept the fact that u're not a v but first pray that Allah swt wont include that sin on judgement day..
I dont why i am typing abt this stuff prolly b'coz it disturb me n leadin me to feel humiliated..or may b coz I felt insulted when one of my guy friend said
"u mean u are still a virgin?!"
then i ans
"what do you expect? just b'coz u think i am a bimbo that doesnt mean i am not a V..I am still one n i am f**kin proud to say it..that i am a virgin"
gosh when are they gonna stop f**kin ard?!
What is so cool about losing ya virginity?
Are there red ants in your underwear that you can't put on them for long?
or is orgasm just addactive as Farrer Roche?
It's not as if u need to pay a million dollar to say "No" to premarital sex..Trust me is wasnt that difficult..I know coz I did said No to it once before..n this people who are actually doing it..I dont know what is in their freaking brain..look i am not talkin about adults man..I am talkin abt kids my age..I am not sayin that I am the most innocent, angelic, well balance teens around.. but hey I wasnt playin with my vagina when I was 13 or 14..
Gosh I dont think some of these guys even know the meaning of "Statutory rape" or "Carnal Abuse" is and they are already having sex..n some of this guys..I some how think they are paedophilic..so their victims are usually girls age btw 13-16..if this were to continue may be we will be lack of "anak dara sunti" around..however, the guys are not the only one to be blame.. the girls are just as bad..the other day one of us (me/ naj) was chattin with one of our friend..he did it coz his gf was all "geared-up" for it..then he said " I don't knw sia..We did it! n now i have to stay with her.. but I my feelings towards her only 50:50"..at fist I laugh so hard coz that girl barely have any boobs but then i SWEAR TO GOD my jaw felt as if it drop down to earth when i inform that she wasnt even 14..gosh i was still watching nicklodean when i was 14!
So much for the "save yourself for marriage" campaign and the sex education thingy..it seems as if its a wasted effort..sometime i really wonder what their virginty means to them..n virginty is not the freakin way to show your commitment to your partner..isnt it?! n if u think u're in love n u can foreshadow that this is goin to be person u are gonna marry..gosh i think u shud do a reality check n start including God in your plan!
whenI hear this kids are Malay/Muslim i some what felt humiliated! though they are not related to me..i knw prolly some of u guys think i am talkin cock coz u might have seen me holding hand or kissing with some of my ex (3 of them in total) n i might not be the most innocent untouch girls around but hey i did my weighing..until when? i am gonna do this shit! at the same time i am not being prejudice to all this non-virgins out there..well all i have to say just pray hard that yr future spouse can accept the fact that u're not a v but first pray that Allah swt wont include that sin on judgement day..
I dont why i am typing abt this stuff prolly b'coz it disturb me n leadin me to feel humiliated..or may b coz I felt insulted when one of my guy friend said
"u mean u are still a virgin?!"
then i ans
"what do you expect? just b'coz u think i am a bimbo that doesnt mean i am not a V..I am still one n i am f**kin proud to say it..that i am a virgin"
gosh when are they gonna stop f**kin ard?!
You could even call me B2... lol...
By the way for those still clueless it's Scream aka Naj.
At Aini's house and waiting for the cramps to subside.. Haiz red light red light
By the way Ain.. I want some cute stuff also from Beijing... Teeheehee... No kidding man she's got like 500 of that Mao money.
Speaking of cash, I've noticed that everyone's been short of it lately.. and I mean short of it. Like broke... especially me. Now that it's holidays I'm really feeling the painful pangs of having an empty wallet... especially when walking around Far East. Sheesh. To top it all off my grandma now has a nicer phone than me.. like insult of the year.
Oh btw new revelations..
this whole V issue is bugging me out.. othersiwe known as statutory rape as far as BDSians are concerned. I mean i do keep quiet when i hear couples who are for sure aware of the consequences of 'doing it' actually do it... but what about the couples who have barely reached puberty... mentally?!?!
Come on!! As Cured says, these people's mothers are picking their boxers for them and yet they're pulling them off fast enough before you can say 'Alakazam!"
More scandal than you can shake a stick at... or something else.
ANYWAY... this topic is making me all flustered. Well i gtg now for THE JOB INTERVIEW so if anybody has any vacancies at their workplace give me a call.
Bzzt.
By the way for those still clueless it's Scream aka Naj.
At Aini's house and waiting for the cramps to subside.. Haiz red light red light
By the way Ain.. I want some cute stuff also from Beijing... Teeheehee... No kidding man she's got like 500 of that Mao money.
Speaking of cash, I've noticed that everyone's been short of it lately.. and I mean short of it. Like broke... especially me. Now that it's holidays I'm really feeling the painful pangs of having an empty wallet... especially when walking around Far East. Sheesh. To top it all off my grandma now has a nicer phone than me.. like insult of the year.
Oh btw new revelations..
this whole V issue is bugging me out.. othersiwe known as statutory rape as far as BDSians are concerned. I mean i do keep quiet when i hear couples who are for sure aware of the consequences of 'doing it' actually do it... but what about the couples who have barely reached puberty... mentally?!?!
Come on!! As Cured says, these people's mothers are picking their boxers for them and yet they're pulling them off fast enough before you can say 'Alakazam!"
More scandal than you can shake a stick at... or something else.
ANYWAY... this topic is making me all flustered. Well i gtg now for THE JOB INTERVIEW so if anybody has any vacancies at their workplace give me a call.
Bzzt.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
The days spent muggin on our textbooks in the classroom till late evenings
The nagging we suffered TOGETHER..Side by side
The empty promises we made to come for extra classes
They are all fresh in my memory
I don't where to start if some one were to ask me what I remember abt 4C
may be its
-the Pei Hua eraser incident with Mr Song
-me screaming at the whole class abt the class cleanliness
-Ms Loo moodswings which we suffered most as we are her form class
-Juffri's ass munching jokes
-Izwan's dangdut songs n dancestep (which he transmitted to Trevor)
-Adilah vs Izwan braburning catfight
-Having 2/3 or triplets in the class
-couple of the class Aini & Imran which was later replace by Qian Wee & Ong Teh
-the fact that Imran frm 3C/4C will 4ever remain as my first love n my heartbreaker
-The Wife wannabe + Super loud +4 ever sms-ing/sleeping in class =Chee Sim
-The always SMILING & SLACKING Jazren (she will always pass..damn!)
-The suicidal classmate Hung EE
- The "Assalammualikum Malay Teacher"
-The "Apple times orange = apple orange" Add Maths Teacher
.......................................(Cant stop)
I just can't get them out of my head
I suddenly miss them
N our daily pow-wow
Class 3C of 2004
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will Trevor be the next Barney man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will Trevor be the next Barney man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Okay after 2 yrs I finally have a hell of a time during netball !
I have never really enjoy Netball eversince sec2 due to some reason
But the farewell party was great!!!
Thank You
Juniors,
Coach,
the funny merepek
Ms Chong &
our 4ever young
teacher in-cahrge
Ms Ng May Hong
Well for the first time during netball (after 2 yrs)
i really enjoy playing netball
i guess for the first time of the year i played well..
during game..
well at least better then i usually do...
one of the resaon y i really enjoy myself was may b bcoz of
the pple who turned up at the farewell party..
(Sorry Juniors I really cant remember ya name or even some of u
but i will try)
& those frm my badge..
are those i really appreciate
THANK YOU GOD FOR CHOOSING THEM TO COME!
They are for real!
The plastics didnt turn up to spoilt it
ALHAMDULILAH
They werent there to destroy it all
I knw they usually do
"Destroyin" my mood
or sometime the whole thingy
either by saying something or by their action
so yeah what a relief..
YEAH! yeah! YEAH!
N coach finally didnt scream at me
She sord of smile at me after some of my "nice" shot..
Some how she made me feel appreciated for the first time after 4yrs
The whole sing along, dress making, make-up thingy (girls will always b girls), catwalking, crazy eating & the 3kg chocolate cake was just
FUN!!!
(frm left)
My Same old Syarfah,
The Cheerful Nicole,
Captain Jazren..don't knw where she is lookin at
The Semangat Pose by Syairah
The Most Valueable player Nina
ME
The Chubby Big Eater Syaidah
They might not be the coolest pple to hang out with in school accordin to some people
However, they are very well appreciated by me not for their looks, shape, or what they wear
Simply for who they are..
For sure they have a special place in my heart
They will always b cherish
i <3 Y'ALL
@ Our Unforgetable Secret Hide Out
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Aite I am leaving today to KL.
Den goin to Beijing the day after next
I am not even gonna complete my one week attachment..
Alah short of one day only
Erm but it has been great though
Having non-uniform schoolmates
knowing what they are really like
by the way they dress...hah!
So yah manage to hang out with Naj yest
At least I am not gonna miss her that bad
Shud had meet Haikel also
Hope they will do fine
I am repeatedly reminded by
Haikel
To get him a Nike t-shirt
Ana
to remember how small her waist is
so i can get her jeans n nice shirt
Mira
Some pants that is abt my size
n long enough so she can fit in
the list goes on.........................
Hopefully my trip this time round wld b
Fascinating
coz
not only that we are going to c the Great Wall of China
but also
we actually goin there almost empty Luggage's n some empty bags
so that means
we are goin to
SHOP TILL WE DROP
All my bags are packed I am ready to go
Den goin to Beijing the day after next
I am not even gonna complete my one week attachment..
Alah short of one day only
Erm but it has been great though
Having non-uniform schoolmates
knowing what they are really like
by the way they dress...hah!
So yah manage to hang out with Naj yest
At least I am not gonna miss her that bad
Shud had meet Haikel also
Hope they will do fine
I am repeatedly reminded by
Haikel
To get him a Nike t-shirt
Ana
to remember how small her waist is
so i can get her jeans n nice shirt
Mira
Some pants that is abt my size
n long enough so she can fit in
the list goes on.........................
Hopefully my trip this time round wld b
Fascinating
coz
not only that we are going to c the Great Wall of China
but also
we actually goin there almost empty Luggage's n some empty bags
so that means
we are goin to
SHOP TILL WE DROP
All my bags are packed I am ready to go