THE STORY
Thursday, January 06, 2005
its weird when i sit beside someone for long hours..not talking..n the other person is juz actin indifferent..it will b more weird..when u already sord of share your life with that person...its seems like as if there is this unseen wall blocking each party's view...n wit the present of the unseen wall..the gap tend to grow..it eats me..but its not within my power to mend everything that is broken..may b to a certain extend yar..but its harder when u are clapping with one hand to fix things up.. seeing the problem is not enough to make you realise..then i wonder what more do you want to see..sufferings?heartbreaking? feeling being hurt? is it to that extend then u will get up on your feet...why is it so hard for pple to treasure their relantionship..why must they say words when they dont mean it...what if tomorrow never comes for one of you or may b both of you..how are you goin to take those words back? aren't u gonna feel guilty abt it...why in the first place you didnt pluck up the courage to bulldoze the unseen wall...is it 2 diffucuilt or is it to much of a pride?
Ainnie J re-living Thursday, January 06, 2005