THE STORY
Sunday, January 16, 2005
sch started..the last thing that can i ask for when i am enjoying my holiday...school really sucks.."O"levels..cant wait to get done n over with..bringing damage to my fucking brain which is size of a pea...sitting arragement has been changed..imran is no longer sitting beside me well behind me..yar i am okay with that..but what i am not okay wit is...he is so quite...its eating me up..well his grandmother juz passed away..his handicapped uncle is stayin with him..i think he is saffocating in his own home..as overcrowding is occouring in his house n he doesnt seem happy with it..i think he juz need his own space to b alone..kinda pitty him..everything seems to b stressing him up even me..i bought him ticket to the final of the tiger cup..n he is stress up coz he promise to go wit taufik n his other elder brother..den he is so stress up bcoz no he is not goin wit me..den he told me to sell of the ticket..no way man..he got mad coz i said i am goin alone..dun get him..is he caring or juz depriving me of my own freedom..aint sure..we barely even talk..sometime..not even a sentance in sch..its either he is all stress up or..he is juz wanting to get rid of me..well i dont knw..so this whole "together" thing is sord of turning sour n sour...
Ainnie J re-living Sunday, January 16, 2005