THE STORY
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Pagi2 (as in 1 or 2 am) da bebual ngan farris...lagi2 psl love2..mampos imran maki aku..but relaks...i am not cheating on him or sumthing..juz a confession..this is my confession..lalala..but today walaupon farris is the start of the day..imran is the rest of the day...may b my life cld b like that 2...the start wit farris the rest wit imran..well i nvr knw..i cant imagine endin up with big tummy wit imran's kid inside..wow thats 2 soon 2 say...eeww big tummy 2 gross 2 say rite now...even sex is gross 2 me now..wat more havin babies..eeww eeww eeww..well today i onli have few hours of sleep den bangun awal2 kemas2 all this shit..den call taufik..imran's brother..as in real blood brother..who look nothing like him...we plan 2 go to imran's national trial..wow.. imran said not 2 cum but wat the fuck..we went..i am so not gonna miss the fuckin trial...this could b imran furture..esp his career..wow..i meet up with taufik..well taufik is sumone u can talk 2..like real talkin..he so brotherly towards imran..i am so jealous..how cum i dun have a brother like taufik..we spend of the time watchin imran's trial match..imran keep on being switch..n another half of the time taufik n i spend talkin..talkin abt life..abt imran..i asked taufik 4 advice(well he is 24 can b reliable)..views..abt evrything i feel like askin including imran as he knws imran well..he stay under the same roof for heaven's sake..i told him that i am doubting imran..i am not sure abt the faith n destiny of our relationship..askin 4 his point of views..he advice 2 me is not 2 question every single thing tat is happening coz i will den start 2 doubt imran..well i think its true..i cant question all the time y is imran behaving like this n like tat..or watever way it is..so i think theres no more dilemma..even though farris is special n think highly of me n all this shit..i have 2 follow my heart...n it says even though imran behaves like an asshole towards me most of time..well thats the guy tat brought smile 2 me...gimme extra reason 2 cum 2 school..n evethough he dun really hav time 4 m..but i have 2 live wit it..coz thats wat my instinct says..its okay...later imran will b alright..well juz pray he dun end up like abg naz sudah..n his faith in imran..he got potential..after all i am his number ONE fan...even he make thru the trial or not.. i think for now i made my decision..2 stick wit imran..he is a great guy eventhough he is an idiot half of the time..blur2 tak ambek kisah....haha..i think 4 the time being this is the rite choice..
Ainnie J re-living Wednesday, December 22, 2004