THE STORY
Monday, February 18, 2008
Monday, May 28, 2007
I've been really been busy with school..
I have yet to develope my Thailand pics and of course the April Babies Birthday celebration pics..aww man sch has been keepin me busy like no body's business.. the only time that i get to eat chill pill will be every friday..like seriously LEPAk.....ew wht a word...
Schoooool...hmmm the only thing that I can greatful abt is to have good looking pple in class....
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I have yet to develope my Thailand pics and of course the April Babies Birthday celebration pics..aww man sch has been keepin me busy like no body's business.. the only time that i get to eat chill pill will be every friday..like seriously LEPAk.....ew wht a word...
Schoooool...hmmm the only thing that I can greatful abt is to have good looking pple in class....
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Waitress (me) : So what do you intend to do tomorrow?
Hotel Guest : I think we are going to the zoo
Waitresss (me): Didnt you just tell me that tomorrow is your birthday
Hotel Guest : Yup
Waitress : No offence. But if you dont really like animal that much..I think it sound rather depressing
Hotel Guest: Oh Man now that you say that..I think it is depressing
Waitress : Oh you can like sooo tell me abt it man...
With this kinda attitude...and if my boss were to knw abt it...I might get fired soon...Lets just hope she wont get knw abt this..
Hotel Guest : I think we are going to the zoo
Waitresss (me): Didnt you just tell me that tomorrow is your birthday
Hotel Guest : Yup
Waitress : No offence. But if you dont really like animal that much..I think it sound rather depressing
Hotel Guest: Oh Man now that you say that..I think it is depressing
Waitress : Oh you can like sooo tell me abt it man...
With this kinda attitude...and if my boss were to knw abt it...I might get fired soon...Lets just hope she wont get knw abt this..
Saturday, April 14, 2007
At work today.....
Hotel Guest : If Paris Hilton were to be here, in Singapore, where do you think she wld prolly go?
Waitress(me) :Sorry Sir! I cant think of anything bimbotic rite now. But when I do I will surely get back to you as soon as possible
Hotel Guest : If Paris Hilton were to be here, in Singapore, where do you think she wld prolly go?
Waitress(me) :Sorry Sir! I cant think of anything bimbotic rite now. But when I do I will surely get back to you as soon as possible
Friday, April 13, 2007
Sometimes I dont recongnise my own face
I look inside my eyes and find disgrace
My little white lie tells a story
I see it all, it has no glory
I tot I found love but now I wonder if it is a disgrace
(to feel that 'Love' for you or
is it a white lie that I push myself to believe)
I wonder if it is right to be glorious
To put my pride before my 'love' for you
Now I wonder if it is really in me
To save my ego and set you free
But my soul says,
Thats how things were meant to be
_______________________________________
Its not like me but I'm satisfied with myself
To be able to put my Pride before my Emotion
To stand strong when its time to cry
To feel numb when its time to sob
As History have taught me
When One do something that involves One's Pride
It is for One's "Honour and Glory"
To feel loved has never been part of the story
Well may be not now
I look inside my eyes and find disgrace
My little white lie tells a story
I see it all, it has no glory
I tot I found love but now I wonder if it is a disgrace
(to feel that 'Love' for you or
is it a white lie that I push myself to believe)
I wonder if it is right to be glorious
To put my pride before my 'love' for you
Now I wonder if it is really in me
To save my ego and set you free
But my soul says,
Thats how things were meant to be
_______________________________________
Its not like me but I'm satisfied with myself
To be able to put my Pride before my Emotion
To stand strong when its time to cry
To feel numb when its time to sob
As History have taught me
When One do something that involves One's Pride
It is for One's "Honour and Glory"
To feel loved has never been part of the story
Well may be not now
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Well, one whole semester I didn't blog......I kinda feel really terrible abt it.
Now I will try to blog as often as I can. I just realise this space is my sweet escape to my so called hectic life.
So for the whole time that I miss out..Let me try to give u'all a quick update:
From now on wards I will try to update my blog as often as I can.
I CANT BELIEVE IT..I ACTUALLY MISS BLOGGING
Now I will try to blog as often as I can. I just realise this space is my sweet escape to my so called hectic life.
So for the whole time that I miss out..Let me try to give u'all a quick update:
- Last semester (Year 1.2) was pretty awesome. Not that I am proud of my grades but life got betta in sch. Way Betta!
- Daddy survive a major operation. It was one of the worst stage of my life knwing he can go anytime and to see him suffer so much (knwing that there's nothing I can do abt it). Now he is living life with 5 mths of Medical Leave.
- I went back to being a really hard-headed feminist (and no! Hannan I'm not gay). I've been alil bit too friendly lately, I guess the time has come again for me to be a loner that I was meant to be
- The Library Guy.........hmmm we got closer both physically and emotionally. Randomly, he called me up one night and told me that he is not ready for a relationship. Like hello!!! do I look like the girl who used to date Imran's?! Come on man! that AJ is soo last season.It is sad how we can connect so well but don't understand what is it that we want from each other. He says something and his action shows the otherwise. To make matter worst, I also have no freaking idea what is it that I want from him. Guys like him, trust me they are just too good to be true.
As for this part of my life I guess I'm cluessless
- Currently, I'm busy doing this "room makeover" thingy with my mum. Oh ya its my room by the way
- I am going to turn 18 soon. like really soon.Honestly, I dont knw what to feel. Happy? Excited? Or just feel old..??
- I bump into Naj the other day. I really wanna catch up with her.....soon I hope
From now on wards I will try to update my blog as often as I can.
I CANT BELIEVE IT..I ACTUALLY MISS BLOGGING
Sunday, October 22, 2006
I can feel the differences between us. The differences and the ego, was so much bigger then the kitchen we were in. In the naked eyes you can see her in her sarong and her somewhat almost nice blouse and I was in my FBT shorts and my not so new t-shirt.
She is getting her caffeine from the usual decaf coffee as for me; I was getting mine from my usual semi flat coke light.
The differences weren't just about the way we dress, the way we talk or even the food we eat daily. There's more to it. She grew up listening to some rock 'n' roll music and surviving the e'peace era. Whereas, I grew up listening music from the Internet and watching movies from VCD are so yesterday. The differences. It is so much bigger and so much more significance than what we realize.
However, the similarities are just much more significance than the differences. To an extend that it overshadows the differences. Something like the hardheadedness that is harder than some rock. The DNA we share. The shopping genes she passes down to me. The similar bimbotic style kinda act that comes randomly. The similar style of sarcasm remarks we make to people.
I am well aware that I turn out to be somewhat an ordinary person. Not the nicest person around I do admit. But to have her raising me and become the person that I am today.. I just got say...... I thank you for everything and I blame you for nothing.
I am not really good with words. But I guess a lil help to help to express myself better will mean no harm... I hope this song from Kanye West will help you all understand what I am talking about.
I wanna tell the whole world about a friend of mine
This little light of mine and I'm finna let it shine
I'm finna take yall back to them better times
I'm finna talk about my mama if yall don't mind
Seven years old, caught you with tears in your eyes
Cuz a nigga cheatin, telling you lies,
then I started to cry
As we knelt on the kitchen floor
I said mommy Imma love you till you don't hurt no more
And when I'm older, you aint gotta work no more
And Imma get you that mansion that we couldn't afford
See you're, unbreakable, unmistakable
Highly capable, lady that's makin loot
A livin legend too, just look at what heaven do
Send us an angel, and I thank you
Hey Mama
I wanna scream so loud for you, cuz
I'm so proud of you
I know I act a fool but,
I promise you I'm goin back to school
I appreciate what you allowed for me
I just want you to be proud of me
Forrest Gump mama said, life is like a box of chocolates
My mama told me go to school, get your doctorate
Somethin to fall back on, you could profit with
But still supported me when I did the opposite
Now I feel like it's things I gotta get
Things I gotta do,
just to prove to you that
You was getting through.....
It don't gotta be Mother's Day, or your birthday
For me to just call and say...
Hey Mama, I love you......
Hey Mama
You know I love you so, I never let you go
I wrote this song just so you know,
no matter where you go, my love is true.
Happy "21st" Birthday Mama
Listen to the song with the thought of your mama and all the sacrifices she have done for you even before you were born.
Hey Mama By Kanye West
She is getting her caffeine from the usual decaf coffee as for me; I was getting mine from my usual semi flat coke light.
The differences weren't just about the way we dress, the way we talk or even the food we eat daily. There's more to it. She grew up listening to some rock 'n' roll music and surviving the e'peace era. Whereas, I grew up listening music from the Internet and watching movies from VCD are so yesterday. The differences. It is so much bigger and so much more significance than what we realize.
However, the similarities are just much more significance than the differences. To an extend that it overshadows the differences. Something like the hardheadedness that is harder than some rock. The DNA we share. The shopping genes she passes down to me. The similar bimbotic style kinda act that comes randomly. The similar style of sarcasm remarks we make to people.
I am well aware that I turn out to be somewhat an ordinary person. Not the nicest person around I do admit. But to have her raising me and become the person that I am today.. I just got say...... I thank you for everything and I blame you for nothing.
I am not really good with words. But I guess a lil help to help to express myself better will mean no harm... I hope this song from Kanye West will help you all understand what I am talking about.
I wanna tell the whole world about a friend of mine
This little light of mine and I'm finna let it shine
I'm finna take yall back to them better times
I'm finna talk about my mama if yall don't mind
Seven years old, caught you with tears in your eyes
Cuz a nigga cheatin, telling you lies,
then I started to cry
As we knelt on the kitchen floor
I said mommy Imma love you till you don't hurt no more
And when I'm older, you aint gotta work no more
And Imma get you that mansion that we couldn't afford
See you're, unbreakable, unmistakable
Highly capable, lady that's makin loot
A livin legend too, just look at what heaven do
Send us an angel, and I thank you
Hey Mama
I wanna scream so loud for you, cuz
I'm so proud of you
I know I act a fool but,
I promise you I'm goin back to school
I appreciate what you allowed for me
I just want you to be proud of me
Forrest Gump mama said, life is like a box of chocolates
My mama told me go to school, get your doctorate
Somethin to fall back on, you could profit with
But still supported me when I did the opposite
Now I feel like it's things I gotta get
Things I gotta do,
just to prove to you that
You was getting through.....
It don't gotta be Mother's Day, or your birthday
For me to just call and say...
Hey Mama, I love you......
Hey Mama
You know I love you so, I never let you go
I wrote this song just so you know,
no matter where you go, my love is true.
Happy "21st" Birthday Mama
Listen to the song with the thought of your mama and all the sacrifices she have done for you even before you were born.
Hey Mama By Kanye West